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Name: Abstract In The Moment of Love
By Charles Peters
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Poem
Name: Abstract In The Moment of Love
By Charles Peters
Copyright 2019
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Abstract in the moment of love

My heart flutters like the feathers of a dove

But then it stills to the colors of art that I don’t understand

Do others see the menace of the doodles at her hand

She confuses me with insults and compliments and words between

When I look at porn at least I know what I have seen

But with her will her poses lead to sweet love making

Or will she kill me as my body is there for her taking

I think I would rather look at porn than risk falling in love

For I don’t like when my heart flutters like the feathers of a dove

 

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Video: Celebrity Trivia Game: Sonny and Cher

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I give answers to the Celebrity Trivia Game: Sonny and Cher
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Hearthville Serial 3: What Happened To Victor – Chapter 11

What Happened To Victor

Excerpt:

Deven listened to Wade. Steed saw Deven paying attention.

“Deven, please do not try to get even. I will tell you upfront that Judy does not know about mom. She does not know that I am Roger’s cousin. She just thinks I am a stranger who came to town to work at that god awful garage. Victor has no idea who I am.”

Wade asked, “Why the lie?”

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Hearthville Serial 3
What Happened To Victor:
A Paranormal Suspense Gangster Horror

By Charles Peters

Copyright 2019

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Chapter 11

Roger took note of the sadness in Steed’s face as they drank their beer and ate their hamburgers. “Dude, this is wicked place. And I am not talking about Deven attacking you. Look at that woman over there. I would not want to meet her in a dark alley.”

“That is Dolly Seljay. She is a character.”

Clyde Smith and Don Higby walked in and sat down with Roger and Steed. Clyde said, “Yo, my main man, who is you friend.”

“I am Roger Ogleby. Steed’s cousin.”

Don said, “Of course. Yeah. Talking to your parents when they come to visit Rachel I feel almost like I know you. It is nice to meet you.” Don shook Roger’s hand.

Clyde shook Roger’s hand. “Yeah, I know what Don means. I feel almost like I know you. Your parents are real proud of you.”

Wade Essy walked into the Purple Bird Billiard Club. He had long, dirty blond hair, blue eyes, and a flirtatious smile. His blue jeans were tight and his boots were almost knee high. He sported a black t-shirt with flaming yellow and red lettering that read, “LOVE IS WHERE I FIND IT.”

Wade shouted but not too loudly. “I am loose as a goose and horny as a rabbit on a cold winter night.”

He gave Steed and the people at his table a look but didn’t say anything. He walked over to a stool at a bar and sat down between a skinny girl by the name of Tiffany and Dolly Seljay. Wade whispered to Tiffany, “Do you want to sleep at my place tonight?”

“For one hundred dollars, you know it.”

Wade said, “Shouldn’t I be the one charging you rent.”

“I don’t think so.”

“Yeah, I’d never charge you rent.”

Tiffany smiled. She liked Wade for real but she thought to him that she was just another hooker. She guessed if he ever looked at her differently she’d not charge him, but until she saw that look of love her fee would be the same.

Wade looked about the pool hall. He asked Dolly, “Is that Roger Ogleby sitting with Steed?”

In a high pitched voice Dolly said, “Yeah. Roger may come to Hearthville U to play football.”

Wade nodded. “Cool. I can’t figure Steed and his mom out.” Wade looked at Dolly. “Who the fuck are they?”

Dolly rolled her eyes. “How the hell should I know. I figure just another tragic, hard luck story we poor people know too well.”

Wade said, “I was visiting Dorothy Mix and…”

Tiffany asked, “Why were you visiting Bert’s mom?”

“My mom had done up a plum pretty gift basket for her and I went with my mom to see her. I always liked Dorothy. Shoot. We used to get so stoned together.”

Tiffany laughed. “Bert has always been so straight laced and his mom so wild.”

Wade said, “I like Bert.”

“I do also. Before he got sweet on that nurse, he was a good customer. I always enjoyed riding his cock and looking into his happy eyes and kissing his lips puckering that goofy expression he’d do during sex.”

“Make a fellow jealous.”

Tiffany laughed. “I am trying.”

Dolly said, “Watch this. I am going to have me some fun with Don Higby.”

Dolly walked, with her hips in full motion, over to a pool table and grabbed a pool cue. She practiced a few shots at the table. Then holding the pool cue, with her over sized fake breasts bouncing, Dolly walked up to Don. She pushed her curly brown bangs from her eyes to reveal a scar across her forehead. She wore blue jeans and an old black sweat shirt with the sleeves cut off. Sparkling, glass, chandelier earrings dangled from her ears that were mostly hidden beneath her curly hair. With her hips pushed sideways and the pool cue balanced on her side, she looked over everyone at the table. She winked at Steed. Then her eyes set on Don. In a high pitched voice she said, “One hundred dollars if you beat me at pool.”

Don said, “I can’t afford that.”

Roger stared at Dolly. He wondered if she was a man dressed as a woman or a woman dressed as a man. To Roger, her look was confusing. She had his gaydar dancing the Rumba though he wasn’t sure why.

Dolly said, “If you lose, then you take me dancing.”

“Okay. But if I take you on a dance date, you have to pay and I don’t plan on being a cheap date.”

Dolly laughed. “So long as there is some kissy, kissy on the date. Sure.”

Don got up and walked over to shoot pool with Dolly. Clyde shook his head. “Damn if I would risk some kissy, kissy with that scary woman.”

Wade and Tiffany got up and moved closer to where they could watch Dolly and Don play. Then Wade turned and threw some money at the bartender Roy. “Give me a beer with just little mix of bourbon, a hair of brandy, and a slice of lemon.”

Roy took the money and went to work mixing the drink.

Tiffany pulled her drink off the bar and took a sip. She put it back on the bar. Roy handed Wade his drink.

Deven stood behind the bar watching everything. He took a few orders and fixed drinks for a few customers. His eyes fixed on Steed. “Do you think he was really trying to do me a favor?”

Roy said, “I don’t know. When you are addicted to a woman’s vagina it is a hard thing to overcome, no matter how bad the woman is.”

“I don’t think I will ever stop loving Trish.”

“Steed has given you no choice. So look for someone new that knows who you are. Don’t feel like you need to lie or withhold stuff about yourself.”

“I guess.”

Roger watched Wade and Tiffany. Then he watched Dolly. Roger responded to what Clyde had said earlier when he had said, “Damn if I would risk some kissy, kissy with that scary woman.” Roger agreed, “Yeah, I would not want to risk any kissy, kissy with her either.” That is what Roger said but the thought of getting frisky with the sexually ambivalent woman caused him to smile.

Steed said, “Sometimes I worry about Don. He is too innocent and agreeable.”

Roger asked, “Is that a woman dressed as a man or a man dressed as a woman. I am so confused.”

Clyde said, “Don doesn’t care. None of us do.”

Steed said, “Dolly is okay. I came here one night with every intention of getting so drunk I’d forget my name. That night was when I first met Dolly and I spilled my guts while she gave me her sympathy.”

Clyde said, “Yeah, she has listened to my problems a few times but I still would not want to get kissy, kissy with her.”

Roger asked, “So Steed, did you get kissy, kissy with her?”

Steed said, “Yeah. I was that drunk and in need of some kind of something. I had just realized that dad knew I had slept with my step-mom. But just kissing. That is not a euphemism for anything more. I just want to make that clear.”

Clyde said, “Ah, shucks, I thought maybe you could tell us whether Dolly has a dick or a vagina.”

Steed said, “Well judging from the stubble on her chin that night, I would guess a dick but I could be wrong. That night I kind of hoped I was wrong. I am really not into making out with dudes. But shoot, that night I felt so awful about dad finding out that I had slept with Clarice. I got so drunk.”

Roger said, “But you dated Clarice first. Your father stole her from you. Of course you had slept with her. I don’t understand.”

Steed said, “No. Clarice and I had a moment of weakness after she married my father. That is the reason I said earlier that father has every right to be angry at me. I thought you knew what had happened.”

Roger said, “No. I did not know. Neither mom nor dad nor granddad had told me. Granddad had just told me that you and your father were having problems and he thought you had been cut off so that you were no longer receiving money from your trust fund.”

“Well, dad did do that for like a split second and then changed his mind. Like I told you earlier, it is my choice not to pull money from the trust fund right now because I realized I don’t need to be dependent on it. But yeah, dad got angry. When he cut the trust fund off from me, I realized how vulnerable I am? It was all so weird. He did that with the trust fund but he did not confront me. Now when we meet, to me, what Clarice and I did is like this elephant in the room that none of us talk about. Clarice told him that it would never happen again and of course it won’t. What we did was so stupid. It was not my plan to hurt dad or Clarice.”

Clyde said, “We all do stupid stuff. Speaking of which, I want to see how badly Don is doing with Dolly. His risking a date with her is really stupid. He may very well find out if Dolly has a dick or a vagina.”

Clyde, Steed, and Roger walked over to watch Don and Dolly shoot pool. They looked at the Billiard Scoring Beads. Clyde asked, “Like man, Don, are you even trying to win?”

Dolly said, “Of course he isn’t. He knows that I am a great kisser.” Dolly slapped Steed on the butt. “Aren’t I?”

Steed rubbed his butt and said, “Yeah. Sure.”

Roger kind of wished that had been his butt that Dolly had slapped. Then he thought to himself, “What the hell am I thinking?”

Dolly asked, “So Steed, are you ready to dump that Judy girl and have yourself a real woman who will let you do things to her that will drive both of you wild.”

“It is true that Judy’s insisting we wait is driving me crazy-I am staying so horny– but no. I like Judy a lot. I am glad that she is a lot different from Clarice.”

Clyde looked at the pool table. “Fucking hell, yeah. Don, that is a wicked set up. Let me take that shot. I can make it.”

Don said, “I can make it.”

Dolly laughed. “Yeah, right. Sure you can.”

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Don made the shot and all the all balls rolled to where they were supposed to roll. Don bragged. “I think someone owes me $100.”

Dolly pulled a one hundred dollar bill from her high top white sock and handed it to Don. She then grabbed him and gave him a wet kiss on the mouth as she bent him backwards on the pool table. She then released him and she pulled away. Laying on his back on the pool table, with a goofy look, Don looked up at Dolly and she looked down at him. She ran her hand across his crotch. She winked and walked away.

Don stood up and shook his head. “I can’t believe I made that shot.”

Clyde patted him on the back. “Neither can I.”

Steed said, “So Roger, do you want to go see mom before you leave?”

“Sure.” Roger looked at his watch. “I’ve got time.”

Steed asked Clyde, “Do you know how mom is doing today?”

“Don said that when he was cleaning her room that she kept talking to Jossette. Apparently Jossette was playing trivia with her.”

Don said, “Yeah. It was a hell of a game. I learned things I never knew.”

Steed said, “Jossette is Roger’s sister.”

Clyde said, “Yeah, I’ve spoken to Terence and Lawrence about Jossette just like I have about Roger. I am sorry about Jossette. Sad.”

Don said, “Yeah. I can tell Rachel loves Jossette a lot. Rachel always has a better day when she imagines that Jossette is there with her.”

“Yeah.” Roger said, “They were close. And Aunt Rachel and Jossette did love to play trivia.”

Don said, “Brilliant women. Well, the imaginary Jossette, anyway. I’ve been told that the real Jossette was as well.”

Wade considered the name Jossette that was mentioned.

Roger said, “Indeed. Except in sports I never stood a chance in beating those two when playing trivia.”

Steed said, “Me neither. But now Victor could always give Jossette a challenge. When he would play with us, it was brutal.”

Wade said, “Jossette Ogleby and Victor Duddley!” Wade considered that it was his pills and not the prescription pills that had almost killed Victor. “Victor took Jossette’s death hard.”

Tiffany said, “I have no idea who you are talking about.” She thought a second. “Wait.” She thought another second. “Nah, still nothing.”

No one said anything regarding Tiffany’s comment.

Tiffany shrugged and took a drink. “Victor. That is Stewart’s brother. I did used to have a sexual fantasy that Stewart would pay me for sex. That would have been so hot. To sleep with the quarterback and get paid to do it. Hell yeah.”

Wade smiled at Tiffany. He kissed her on the side of the face. “You and I should strip together over at the Lion’s Lounge that is close to the football stadium. We might could land us a football player.”

“I don’t like doing tricks with you. The dude is always more into you than me. It hurts my ego.”

“Not nearly as much as it hurts my ass they are riding but at least I get to have sex with you while they are doing it.”

Wade kissed Tiffany on the lips. Then he turned and looked at Steed. “So it turns out that you and Roger are cousins. Steed Ramsey. All the times I’ve seen you in here I always thought you were a low life punk like me. Though someone did set me straight the other day.” Wade pulled a pack of cigarettes from his front pocket. He offered Steed one. Steed waved the offer away. Wade put the cigarette in his mouth. Roy pulled a lighter from an ashtray on the bar and lit the cigarette for Wade. Wade puffed the cigarette hard. Then Wade whispered, “I made some stupid comment about you and Bert sang your praises. I didn’t think much about Bert’s singing. Your mom Rachel is a strange bird and she had said some things but I had not put it together.”

“Mom has her problems. Bert has been good with mom just like he is with his own mom there. I like Bert.”

“Oh yeah. Bert is the man. He told me how devoted you are to your mom just like he is with his mom at the Hearthville Mental Institution. You know, I may be low life scum but I love my mom also. I respect you trying to help your mom Rachel.”

Deven listened to Wade. Steed saw Deven paying attention.

“Deven, please do not try to get even. I will tell you upfront that Judy does not know about mom. She does not know that I am Roger’s cousin. She just thinks I am a stranger who came to town to work at that god awful garage. Victor has no idea who I am.”

Wade asked, “Why the lie?”

“I am a no account punk. My parents once had to eat out of garbage cans just to survive. My dad dug his way up.”

Wade said, “I think I would be proud if Arthur Ramsey were my father. But then I am not dating Judy Duddley. When I think about it, I guess I understand.”

Deven swallowed a deep gulp of air. “I just tried to pick a fight with a dude whose father practically has a license to murder. I will not tell Judy or Victor who you are. Trust me. I like regular boots. Without the concrete.”

Roy asked, “So son, what is the difference between what Deven was doing, with his secrets, and what you are doing?”

Steed said, “None, except Judy is not a low life bitch trying to use me. She doesn’t think I have money. Deven was going hungry to buy Trish Ireland stuff so he could pretend he had money.”

Wade looked at the handsome Deven. Wade raised his hand to bump Deven’s fist. Deven bumped Wade’s fist. Wade said, “Respect man. Trish’s mom sometimes pays me for sex. If Trish is anything like her mom, that is a fine piece of ass. She is a total wild beast in bed.”

Tiffany said, “Now, you are trying to make me jealous.”

Wade kissed Tiffany. “Sorry.”

Steed said, “I guess maybe I shouldn’t have interfered but when I heard how bad Tiffany talked about you, it just flew over me. And you wouldn’t listen to Victor or Judy.”

Wade said, “Yeah, good vagina can make a man deaf to all the problems in the relationship.”

Deven said, “It wasn’t just the sex. I loved her.”

Tiffany said, “You loved the lie. I understand that. But don’t confuse loving the lie with loving her. Your relationship was a lie. Some of my customers are into role play. Sometimes they get lost in the fantasy and I have to remind them that it is just a fantasy.”

Deven said, “I guess part of it was that she made me feel like I was somebody. When we would go to church together it was nice. It was kind of like I was someone else. Someone who wasn’t going to hell.”

Steed said, “You are not going to hell. Now, Trish, I am not so sure about her.”

Tiffany looked at Wade. “You and I should go to church.”

Wade said, “I do go to church. I go every Sunday with mom. I would love for you to be on my arm as we enter the church together.”

Tiffany smiled. “I should warn you. Just the thought of going to church with you causes me to hear wedding bells.”

Wade said, “Really?”

“Yeah.”

“Cool. But weddings are expensive and I may need to buy a new car first.”

Wade looked back at Steed. “Steed, I need to talk to you about something.”

Dolly said, “If it is about that clunker you drive, you do know that Steed doesn’t know shit about cars.”

Steed waved his fist at Dolly. Then he laughed.

Wade said, “No. Victor has already fixed what was the matter with my car.”

Steed shook his head. “Letting Victor fix your car instead of me. That is just wrong.”

Wade said, “Trust me. There will be something new going wrong with it for you to fix. I was serious when I said I need to buy a new car. But no, seriously, call me when you get a chance. I can’t remember what the heck my cellphone number is and I left my phone in that junk I drive. Anyway, you can get my number off Don’s phone. There really is something I think you should know.”

Steed said, “You can tell me now.”

Wade said, “No. I would rather talk to you in private.”

Steed said, “Roger and I are fixing to head over to the mental hospital to visit mom. Walk out with us and talk to me in the parking lot.”

Tiffany whispered to Wade. “Don’t. I am still hearing those wedding bells and I will miss you.”

Wade said, “You can get my number from Don or I will get your number from Don. We will talk. I have to spend time with my Tiffany here.”

Steed said, “Okay.”

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Chapter Three – Billy Bingo: Sexual Blackmail (Original)

Billy Bingo: Sexual Blackmail (Original)
Copyright 2010 Charles Thomas Peters Jr.
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Chapter Three

Frank Bingo has long quit his job working on the Oil Rig and has come home to his family. He is working as a mechanic at Henry’s Garage.

Billy Bingo is now 18. He has grown into a handsome young man. He has long blonde hair and blue eyes. He exercises regularly and has six pack abs. He is 5 foot ten inches tall with a lean but muscular build.

Bess is now 25 and has moved to New York though she visits her family quite often. She has written a screenplay about her beloved George Destone and how he was killed by an unknown hit and run driver. She has never learned the truth about what kind of a man he was. In her mind it was all quite the tragic romance of how they made love and then he dies shortly after. She has rewritten the very bad sex they had into something quite glorious and perhaps even spiritual. The little moments they had together have been exaggerated in her mind to grand dates in which they discovered the true meaning of romance.

Frank tells Bess, “You know that Ralph Shath that you mention in the play. At Henry’s Garage we work on his Uncle Wally Rogers’ fleet of cars. I’ve met Ralph a few times. He seems to be a friendly enough fellow.”

A few weeks later Frank is fired from Henry’s Garage. He has been reported for putting a discarded alternator into a car. He knows he didn’t do it. He has no idea why someone would want him fired. Luckily though, or so he thinks, Ralph Shath gets him a job at Ruby’s Garage. It is a far commute from where they are now living.

Ralph Shath tells Frank Bingo about the Apartment Complex, the Minion Plex, that he manages for Wally Rogers who Ralph calls Uncle. Maureen Bingo does her best to talk her husband out of considering the Apartment but Maureen can’t argue the fairness of asking Frank to keep commuting. She does however convince him they should look around at different Apartment Complexes in the area. To her chagrin, after looking at the different Apartments in the area it doesn’t seem they can get any better rent than what Ralph Shath is offering them. She can’t argue that they’ve ever lived in a better Apartment than what Ralph Shath is trying to rent to them.

In private Ralph Shath convinces Maureen that the past is the past and that she has nothing to worry about from him. She convinces herself that he had nothing to do with her husband being fired. She tells herself he is being honest with her and agrees to what her husband wants. They move into the Apartment Complex that is managed by Ralph Shath.

The Apartment Complex is larger than what Maureen is accustomed. Though Billy is 18 and grown she is concerned about all the different people she sees around the complex. There seems to be a large number of young adults rooming together in the front Apartment Buildings and she can just imagine Billy being attracted to them. In her mind she tries to weigh whether it would be good or bad if Billy came out of his shell more. When she sees all the attractive teens and twenty somethings at the Apartment Pool dressed in bikinis the scale tilts toward the shell.

As they are moving in, the person Billy first strikes up a conversation with is not a woman but is a dude. Bobby White. Bobby has curly blonde hair and dark blue, almost black, eyes. He is six foot tall and though slightly muscular is on the skinny side. He has a happy go lucky though slightly punkish manner.

Standing outside of the moving truck Frank elbows his wife and points to the pool of bikinis and then points at Billy talking to a guy. “Is our son gay?”

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Maureen shocks her husband and herself when she blurts out, “Hey. I’ve experimented. I am not going to judge.”

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How much do you know about celebrities.

1. How old is Cher?

 
 
 

2. What is Cher’s net worth?

 
 
 
 

3. What year did Sonny Bono die?

 
 
 
 

4. How old was Sonny Bono when he died?

 
 
 
 

5. Which political party did Sonny Bono serve under as a congressman for California’s 44th district?

 
 
 
 
 

6. What was the first song that Sonny Bono wrote?

 
 
 
 

7. How many times was Sonny Bono married?

 
 
 
 

8. Who was Anthony Kiedis of the Red Hot Chili Peppers to Sonny Bono?

 
 
 
 

9. Where was Sonny Bono born?

 
 
 
 

10. At what age did Sonny Bono sell his first song which was sang by Don and Dewey and later by the Righteous Brothers?

 
 
 
 

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Hearthville Serial 3: What Happened To Victor – Chapter 10

What Happened To Victor

Excerpt:

“No. You asshole. You know exactly what that sounded like.”

Roger smiled at his cousin. “I understand. I was just teasing. But do you think being gay is wrong.”

“No. Do you?”

“No. So you and Judy. Tell me more. The times I was around the Duddley family I always thought she is very pretty. And sweet.”

 

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Hearthville Serial 3
What Happened To Victor:
A Paranormal Suspense Gangster Horror

By Charles Peters

Copyright 2019

All Rights Reserved

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Chapter 10

Roger said, “I don’t think I’ve ever been here, The Purple Bird Billiard Club, before. It looks like a rough place.”

Steed smiled. “It is around the corner from the mental hospital where mom is. I shoot pool here with Don Higby and Clyde Smith. They work at the hospital. Don is a little screwed up mentally himself and his friend Clyde is also kind of a screw up, but I like them. I don’t have many friends in this town.”

“You date Judy Duddley. You aren’t friends with Victor and Stewart? I remember Jossette telling me what an impression Victor had made on you when you were younger. I had noticed and she explained it to me.”

“No. Victor doesn’t even remember me from the past. Currently, I think he kind of hates me.”

“Doesn’t remember you? What about Stewart?”

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“I was never around him that much. To be honest my memory of Stewart is kind of hazy. Let me just put it that way: hazy. Although I know that my not remembering him better than I do is kind of weird given his popularity. I guess everyone knows Stewart. When I’ve thought about it I do remember how close you and Stewart were and I am pretty sure I was around him some, but not like with Victor. And now I see almost nothing of Stewart so the point is that it is not that odd that he does not recognize me. I am pretty sure I did not fit in with his friends and I barely made an impression on him back in those days. But I kind of thought Victor would figure out who I am and we would be pals, though we would keep my secret.” Taking note of the expression on Roger’s face Steed said, “Weird. I know.”

Roger smiled. “Secrets can be fun.”

Steed poured some salt on the table and circled it with his finger as a way to distract himself from his embarrassment. He didn’t know if Roger knew about the idea that Rita had planted his mom’s head. Steed realized that what he had just said about Victor sounded gay.

“My thoughts on Victor are not what that sounded like.”

Roger lied. “I don’t know what you think that sounded like. Do you want to explain what you mean?”

“No. You asshole. You know exactly what that sounded like.”

Roger smiled at his cousin. “I understand. I was just teasing. But do you think being gay is wrong.”

“No. Do you?”

“No. So you and Judy. Tell me more. The times I was around the Duddley family I always thought she is very pretty. And sweet.”

Steed said, “She is a total darling but she is not always sweet. She has two brothers. She can be tough. Judy has this idea on how she can get me closer to her brothers but I don’t know. When she starts talking family I consider that she doesn’t know who my family is. On getting to know each other better it is like a push and pull between where at times it is like we are pulling each other closer but at other times it is like we are pushing each other way. I don’t think when she is pushing me away it is only because she is picking up on me pushing her away. So, you know, some days I don’t even know for sure where I stand with Judy. Some nights I go to sleep thinking that tomorrow she is going to break up with me.”

“Yeah. I don’t know about the Duddley family. We were friends and then we weren’t. Mom meets with Victor some but I haven’t seen Victor or Stewart or Judy since shortly after we moved to Atlanta. There are times I do think about meeting with Victor, probably more than with Stewart although I was closer to Stewart. At one point Victor did have a major influence on me when I needed to be straightened out and of course there was his relationship with Jossette. So yeah, at times I think about Victor. I know he loved my sister.”

“I know it is awful to say it and I am not really putting him down. I am not sure how to phrase it and I may sound more harsh than I intend. But I am not sure Victor doesn’t have some kind of lingering psychological problem. I know I look different and I am going by a different name, but still how would he not know who I am. We cried in each other’s arms at Jossette’s funeral.”

“He was at Jossette’s funeral. I didn’t know that. But I was a mess at the funeral. I wish I had known he was there.”

“At the funeral Victor was as big of mess as I was. It was an awful day for all of us. Of course I am sure our grief didn’t compare to what you were going through.”

“It was rough. And I still miss her. I miss my sister.”

“I do also.”

Roger coughed. “So Victor was at the funeral and you two cried in each other’s arms. And he doesn’t remember you? I mean, I know it is true that your looks have changed but he knew who you were at the funeral.”

“Yeah. I know. It is weird. I double dated with him and Jossette. He made such an impression on me. He gave me a new attitude when I seriously needed one.”

Roger said, “I remember Jossette talking to me about that. I had noticed that you had gone from being a nervous, sickly boy and suddenly found your confidence. Jossette told me that Victor did that for you. And you know, he kind of did that for me too. It was only when I realized that I didn’t have to be the greatest at football that I truly began enjoying the game and I became a better player.” Roger cleared his throat. “I miss the Dudley family though I’ve been angry at them. Still. I don’t know. Do you seriously think Victor has psychological problems?”

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“Judy says she wants me to get closer to her brothers but I am not sure she really does. I think she is conflicted on that. Maybe on some level she thinks Victor has psychological problems. Then again, maybe I am reaching and imagining and projecting because I am not being honest with her. Judy doesn’t know who I am and right now there is no reason for her to figure it out. I am not sure she and I had ever really even met in the old days. We had seen each other but not up close and personal. Judy not knowing who I am is actually kind of convenient. I like that she doesn’t know who I am. I like that she doesn’t know that my father is rich and is a gangster.”

“I am not sure whether Judy would care that your father is Arthur Ramsey but I don’t know.”

“I am not sure either. I feel comfortable with her not knowing but at the same time it is awkward and I am not always comfortable with my lie of omission. To her I was talking about how Victor and I were not getting along but I didn’t mention that he should remember me. I, of course, didn’t tell her why I felt so hurt by Victor. To her, his dislike for me is just because he doesn’t like any of her boyfriends. And then she told me how much she liked Victor’s first girlfriend, Jossette. Of course because they were so young she didn’t think it was that serious. I was shocked when I discovered that she didn’t know that Jossette is dead. I felt kind of crappy that I didn’t tell her.”

“But Victor was at the funeral.”

“Yeah. But here is the thing. Judy and I started talking about Victor’s love for working on cars. We have that in common.”

“Yeah.”

“And she told me that when Victor started working on cars was when his father started taking him to Dick’s Junkyard when his father was afraid to let him out of his sight. Victor had either accidentally taken an overdose of drugs or he had actually tried to kill himself. Judy didn’t know why but I asked her when that was. I put the timing together. It was right after Jossette had died.”

Roger said, “All I know is that the Duddley family had nothing to do with us after we moved. Socially, that is. Of course, you know, Victor is part owner of some of mom’s patents. Mom made sure he was paid. He is rich.”

“I didn’t know that. He sure doesn’t act rich. He still lives at home.”

“And you think he tried to kill himself over Jossette. That does not make sense to me because he and the rest of the Duddley family treated Jossette and me so badly after we moved. It wasn’t like we had moved to the other side of the planet. We had just moved to Atlanta.”

“Well. He told the family it was an accidental overdose. Still, his father was worried. And I think rightly so.”

“So you don’t currently like Victor?”

“Of course I like Victor. Jossette loved him and he is Judy’s brother. He just doesn’t like me. That bothers me more than it probably should.”

Roger considered what Steed had said earlier and how Steed had felt embarrassed. Roger wondered if Steed did have some kind of unrequited man crush on Victor. Still, he was not about to suggest that to Steed. He knew that Steed liked women.

Steed repeated, “Victor just does not like me.”

Steed knew he was not telling Roger the full story. It was too awful of a story to tell.

Roger said, “He doesn’t like you and he doesn’t know who you are. The more I think about it, the more weird that seems. You went on double dates with him and Jossette.” With something of an evil grin Roger asked, “Who was that girl you used to date back then?”

“Please. You know I dated Rita Angster. Her mother and your father had an affair. You are hardly likely to forget that shit.”

“Dig that in, will you. Fuck.” Roger laughed. Then Roger said, “I need to make a point to see Tabitha. I haven’t seen her lately. It is hard to believe Tabitha and Rita are half sisters. Tabitha is so sweet and Rita is such a monster.”

“Tabitha has your father’s genes. He is a sweet man. I am not sure what happened to Rita. At one point she was sweet and kind though painfully shy. She was a really plain girl but that didn’t matter to me. Before she changed and things went bad, I loved her. I really did.”

Roger said, “Where Tabitha works for your father, do you see Rita much?”

“No. I saw her the other day which was the first time in a long, long time. It was weird. I don’t want to talk about it.”

Deven brought Roger and Steed their order.

Steed smiled as Deven positioned the drinks and plates on the table. Steed said, “So Deven, should I pay in cash or chaturbate tokens.”

Deven screamed, “You son of a bitch. Yeah. I know who you are. You just would not leave it alone. Would you? You are the asshole who told Trish about my cam show on chaturbate. You are the one who told her where I live. You son of a bitch. I hate your fucking guts.”

Deven threw the table over. He began throwing punches at Steed. With his temper flaring he screamed. “Why did you want to ruin my life? Why? What did I ever do to you? Why would you want to hurt me like that?”

Steed didn’t fight back as Deven continued to throw punches and even landed a few. One punch struck Steed hard in the gut. Another punch clipped Steed’s jaw. Roger started to throw a punch at Deven when he saw that Steed was not fighting back but Steed stopped him. Steed pushed Roger away. Instead Steed grabbed Deven and hugged him in his arms.

Steed said, “Man, you were spending money that you don’t have on that bitch. She was just using you. I heard Victor trying to tell in as polite of way as possible. I heard Judy being blunt to you about the way Trish was using you and talking bad about you behind your back. Victor and Judy tried to tell you but you wouldn’t listen. Trish was treating you like crap and you were taking it.”

Deven said, “I love her. And now she will have nothing to do with me. She knows that I am poor. She knows I am one step from being a whore. Why did you do that to me?”

Steed said, “When Judy told me how Trish had cheated on you with Wallace Walgrave that was the final straw.”

Deven said, “I love her. Maybe I don’t care if she let Wallace Walgrave fuck her.”

Steed said, “But see, you love her enough to not care. She broke up with you for making money on chaturbate and being poor. She does not love you. She never loved you. She was just using you.”

Deven said, “I hate you. It was none of your business. Why did you interfere?”

“Maybe it was not my place to do what I did. But I did it. And I would say I am sorry but I am not.”

Earl walked up to where Steed continued to hold Deven. Earl patted Steed on the back. Earl said, “Son, you know that you are better off without her. You need a girl who will do chaturbate with you because you know couples make more money.”

Steed let go of Deven and helped Earl to turn the table up right. Roy brought a bucket of water around to mop the floor from the spilled food as Deven picked the dishes up. None were broken.

Deven said, “I guess I am fired.”

Roy said, “No. I will give you a bonus for providing a bit of entertainment.”

Earl said, “Son, go get Steed and Roger their order again. I will pay for the ruined and the new.” Earl handed Roy some money. “Roy, are we good.”

“Sure.” Roy tried to hand the money back to Earl but Earl would not take it. Roy said, “Keep your money. I am not going to fire Deven.”

Steed looked at Earl. He asked, “Do you think I did wrong?”

“No. You did Deven a favor.” Earl called to Deven. “I am going home and give your mom some loving. I think I’ve been being too much of a heel to your mom as well. I need to do better. You sleep over at Steed’s place tonight. Neither of you deserve to be treated like shit. Not by Trish. Not by me.”

Earl nodded at Steed. “You did good.” Earl left.

Roger and Steed sat back down at the table. Deven very quickly returned with the order. As Deven arranged the order on the table Deven said, “I am sorry. I don’t know why Earl invited me over to your house.”

Steed said, “There is no reason to be. You are welcome to sleep in my guest bedroom tonight.”

“Thanks.”

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What Happened To Victor

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Earl turned and slapped Deven on the butt. “No, Deven is just an idiot. I remember you. You live in the trailer up toward the beach and lake in the same trailer park as we do. You sometimes sun on top of your trailer in bikini underwear. I didn’t know your name but I sure remember you.”

 

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Roger and Steed sat down together at a table at the Purple Bird Billiard Club. It was a fairly large club with backrooms for private parties. But the front part had a small and fairly cozy feel to it, that is if you call bikers, prostitutes, gamblers, drug dealers, and lost souls just trying to feel something cozy.

Looking uncomfortable, Deven Raven stood behind the bar with an older bartender Roy Ruby. Deven hoped that none of the people he went to church with frequented the pool hall. The more he looked around the place, at the people, the less he wanted to be seen there. Yeah, he was poor. Yeah, he lived in a trailer park. But he desperately didn’t want to think of himself as trailer trash.

Deven quietly moaned though he thought he was thinking to himself, “Why did my stepfather decide I should work here of all places?”

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Roy looked at Deven. “I have you know Earl sucked my cock to get you this job.”

Deven said, “Earl would have sucked your cock for a good piece of chocolate cake but no, I know I need to work and I should be more appreciative. Earl is not so bad. This is just such a rough looking crowd and I am feeling certain I am going to get my ass beat before the night is finished.”

“Be nice and the people will be nice to you. Some are actually pretty good tippers. Now go see what Steed and that fellow he is with at table five want to drink and eat.”

Deven thought, “Oh, fuck. Steed.” Deven picked up a pad and a pen and walked over to where Steed Ramsey sat with Roger Ogleby. Nervously Deven asked, “What can I get you fellows?”

Steed said, “Yo Deven, when you did start working here?”

“Today is my first day. Earl got me the job.” Deven decided he would pretend he had no clue who Steed was. “This is embarrassing, but do I know you?”

Earl Bismark slipped in the door without Deven seeing him. He sat down at a table behind where Deven stood.

Steed knew that Deven knew who he was. Deven had seen Steed over at the Duddley home with Judy and Steed had seen Deven with Victor. Sometimes Deven would have his girlfriend Trish Ireland with him. Also Steed and Deven lived in the same trailer park at the lake. Still, Steed was not going to call bullshit on Deven’s game.

Steed reached out and shook Deven’s hand. “I am Steed Ramsey. I date Victor’s sister Judy.” Steed saw there was still a fake look of puzzlement on Deven’s face. Steed was sure the look was fake. “You are Deven Raven, right? You are Victor Duddley’s friend. And you date Trish Ireland.”

“I did date Trish. When Trish found out where I live, she dumped me.”

Steed said, “Judy told me that Trish discovered that you have been doing a cam show on chaturbate and that Trish got pissed about that.”

“Yeah. There was that also. And she probably wouldn’t be thrilled with me working here either.” Deven stared at Steed. “I am sorry that I didn’t remember you. Judy is nice.”

“Yeah. People don’t forget her like they do me. Apparently, I am a totally forgettable person.”

Earl turned and slapped Deven on the butt. “No, Deven is just an idiot. I remember you. You live in the trailer up toward the beach and lake in the same trailer park as we do. You sometimes sun on top of your trailer in bikini underwear. I didn’t know your name but I sure remember you.”

Deven said, “Oh, so you live in the trailer park also.”

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Steed said, “Yeah. Also. I work at the Hearthville Garage.”

Deven laughed. “Oh yeah. I do remember Victor talking about you.”

Steed said, “I would guess ranting is a better word.”

Deven nodded. “Yep. I guess I better take your order before I get fired.”

Deven took Roger and Steed’s order and then returned to the bar. He felt proud that he had not lost his temper with Steed. He guessed that pretending he didn’t know Steed was the best way to handle the situation.

Earl stood and followed his stepson to the bar. Earl said, “So you sometimes jerk your dick on chaturbate for tips. And I thought you had no work ethic.”

Roy said, “I sometimes work chaturbate also. Maybe you and I could do a show together.”

Deven said, “I am straight.”

Earl said, “Oh my God, you are still telling that lie to yourself. I’ve seen you watch broadway musicals like that ‘Hello Dolly.’ And I’ve seen you flip that wrist when you get overly excited when talking. Also, I’ve seen the way you throw a baseball.”

Deven said, “You are an idiot.”

Seated at the bar, Dolly Seljay cleared her throat. Then she took a smoke on her cigarette and a drink from her shot glass. She licked the rim of the shot glass with her long tongue touching her all so red lips. She brushed her curly brown hair from her eyes. Deven noticed her and wondered if she was a man dressed as a woman. He was not sure.

In a high pitched voice Dolly said, “Not all sissy boys are gay and not all jocks are straight. But honey be honest, your chaturbate profile says you like it all, doesn’t it.”

Roy said, “He wouldn’t get many tips if it says he only likes women.”

Deven said, “Well, that is what it says and I do get tips.”

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Roy said, “But mostly from gay men, right?”

“Yeah.”

Dolly smiled. She asked, “Have you ever inserted one of those vibrating things up your behind that people can tip to change vibration levels.”

“I am not talking about it. Change the subject.”

Dolly reached into her purse and put a $10 tip on the table. Roy started to take the money but Dolly slapped his hand. “The tip is for… Honey. What is your name?”

“Deven.”

“The tip is for Deven. Whisper your chaturbate name in my ear and then take the tip.”

Deven put his mouth to Dolly’s ear. He whispered his chaturbate name to her. He then took the ten dollars.

Earl put ten dollars on the bar. “Now whisper the name to me.”

Deven said, “Fuck. No.”

“I will locate you on there.”

“Probably not.”

“Dolly will tell me.”

Dolly said, “Sorry but no. I will not tell you.”

Earl asked, “So why did you pretend to not know Steed? I’ve heard you mention him before.”

Deven rolled his eyes. “I do not want to talk about it.”

Earl touched his stepson’s nose in a flirtatious manner. “Did you make a pass at him and he reject you?”

“Like no. Gross.”

Dolly protested Deven’s remark. “Don’t say gross. He came in here totally crying in his beer once and I totally made out with him. It was anything but gross. That was when he first came to town and he had not yet met that Judy girl.”

Earl looked back around to Steed and Roger. “I wish he would get drunk enough to get all smoochy with me. That would be so hot.”

Dolly said, “Now come on. Tell us why you were pretending to not know Steed.”

“I hate him and I would like to kill him but I figure it is best if I pretend that I do not know him.”

Earl asked, “So why do you hate him?”

“I don’t want to think about it. I just want to pretend that I do not know him.”

Earl shrugged. “Okay. So you let him fuck you in the ass and then the next day he didn’t call you.”

“That did not happen.”

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“In my imagination it did. I like the way you screamed in pain and tears rolled down your face as he thrust his cock in and out of you.”

“You are one sick asshole.”

Earl laughed. “I wish. Psychiatrists give out the best pills.”

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What Happened To Victor

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“They still have her at the Hearthville Mental Hospital on suicide watch. I go to see her two or three times a week. Some days mom seems to be normal. Other days, she is non-responsive. And some days it is like she is in some imaginary world. They say my visits are helping her but I don’t know. I guess all the visits she receives that brings her back to a more normal state helps stop her from totally losing a grasp of reality or becoming totally non-responsive, comatose.”

“I am sure your visits are helping her. I know she never really liked me but mom said I should try to visit her sometime. What do you think?”

 

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What Happened To Victor:
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By Charles Peters

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Chapter 8

Steed discovered his cousin Roger Ogleby parked in the parking area in front of the garage. Nineteen year old Roger Ogleby had dark black hair and eyes that were a deep blue. Sometimes his eyes had a glisten and a sparkle but other times his eyes revealed a dark, menacing look. He was described by most as a tall young man. He stood six feet and three inches. He was the jock type and had a muscular build.

Steed waved to his cousin Roger as he got out of his expensive car. Roger yelled, “Yo cousin, was that Judy Duddley speeding off?”

Steed walked up to Roger. “Yeah. She and I have been dating.”

Roger considered how he had once been friends with the Duddley family but didn’t say anything about the past. “Man. It is good to see you.”

“Same. So, were you out to see granddad?”

“No. He is in Savannah with father. I missed the both of them. I’ve been out to the college and trying to decide whether I want to be the quarterback of their college football team. I don’t know.”

Steed said, “Well, it would be cool if you did come back to town. I’ve met some people but I could use a close friend here in this backwoods whistle-stop. I have not fully adjusted to the move from Atlanta to Hearthville.”

“Moving is hard. But this place is hardly a backwoods whistle-stop.”

“Well, I do not regret moving here so I could could be near mom. I guess I did sound overly harsh about being here.”

“How is your mom, Aunt Rachel?”

“They still have her at the Hearthville Mental Hospital on suicide watch. I go to see her two or three times a week. Some days mom seems to be normal. Other days, she is non-responsive. And some days it is like she is in some imaginary world. They say my visits are helping her but I don’t know. I guess all the visits she receives that brings her back to a more normal state helps stop her from totally losing a grasp of reality or becoming totally non-responsive, comatose.”

“I am sure your visits are helping her. I know she never really liked me but mom said I should try to visit her sometime. What do you think?”

“Sure. Sometime you should go with me to visit her. That would be good. I’d like that and if she is more at herself she will enjoy seeing you. I should tell you that she asks about Jossette. She can’t seem to remember that Jossette died.”

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“I know how much Aunt Rachel loved Jossette. She, mom, and Jossette did enjoy their shopping trips.” Roger paused. He thought a moment to consider his words. “I think back to the day of Jossette’s funeral and then we were gathered at home afterwards. I was in such a mess. Even without the tranquilizers mom was giving me, I was kind of like in auto-mode. And I was confused and I am confused on some things regarding that day. I know that I am. But what happened with Aunt Rachel just does not make sense. Now I think back and I try to remember that day. I remember mom screaming when she found Aunt Rachel in Jossette’s closet where Aunt Rachel had hung herself.”

“What mom did that day shocked everyone. Attempted suicide never makes sense. But you know mom had a history of drug usage and weird behavior.”

“Jossette mentioned some things but she loved Aunt Rachel. Even when Jossette was angry at her, she would hold back. I didn’t push it. Regardless. When I say it does not make sense I am not speaking in the platitude. Aunt Rachel was grieving like the rest of us but she even reached out to console me and you know she seldom had patience with me and my football talk. In my mind it is foggy. It is hazy. Still, I remember Aunt Rachel suggesting that she and I should go to see the Falcons play sometime and that maybe I could teach her more about the game. Then I remember seeing her laying on the stretcher and being carried out. I wonder how could someone have that conversation with me–trying to make me feel better–and then a few hours later try to kill themselves. What happened between the time of our conversation and just a few hours later that would cause her to do something like that? Did I accidentally say something that I shouldn’t have that pushed her over the edge?”

“I don’t think you said anything that pushed her over the edge and caused her to snap. I think back to that day also. It is complicated. It is confusing. On the one hand, there is a part of me that wants to say that the way mom snapped does not make sense. Still, I know what was happening to mom was more than just the grief over Jossette’s death. Before Jossette’s death, mom had started back doing drugs. Jossette figured it out and Jossette flipped out on mom because one of Jossette’s friends had recently died from an overdose. Also, you remember how mean mom would get from some of the drugs she would take.”

“Jossette had told me how mean Aunt Rachel could get though I was not as close to Aunt Rachel as Jossette. I didn’t see it. I do know something happened shortly before we moved from Hearthville to Atlanta that really upset Jossette with Aunt Rachel. I realized the strain between Aunt Rachel and Jossette but Jossette wouldn’t tell me about it in much detail. She would just say, ‘I love Aunt Rachel. That is not going to change.'”

Steed thought about that day that Rachel had caught Victor and Jossette naked in the attic. It was an awful day that Steed did not fully remember in full detail or comprehend. Rachel’s psychiatrist, Dr. Donald Higby, thought understanding what happened that day was key to helping Rachel. Steed said, “Mom’s drinking and drug usage were at times bad. I didn’t know how to handle the situation. It had gotten better but then Jossette had discovered that she’d had a serious relapse.”

Roger said, “Jossette didn’t tell me how bad Aunt Rachel’s problem was or maybe I didn’t want to hear how bad the problem was becoming. I think back and I wish I had spent more time with Jossette. Please do not think I am complaining because it sure was nice when mom sold her business and consigned her patents and we became rich, but mom had me extra busy helping to set up her new business. I did not and do not mind what mom had me doing because I learned a lot but I regret the time I missed with Jossette. I try to remember back to those last precious months I had with Jossette and I realize how oblivious I must have been to what was happening. I feel guilty for the time I did not spend with Jossette.”

Steed said, “I am sure Jossette understood. Jossette loved you. When I talked to her she would mention you. She was proud of how you were helping your mom and also how your quarterbacking skills had improved. Anyway, so Jossette was trying to help mom. In the process she and mom had this huge argument before Jossette became sick. I know mom felt guilty about that and also something else. You know, argument or not, mom did love Jossette. Never doubt that.” Steed thought a second. “And of course I’ve always loved both of my cousins.”

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Roger smiled. “I know I am not the most loveable cuss in the universe but sis and I always felt the same way toward you. I understand Uncle Arthur has cut you off from your trust fund. Do you need any money or anything?”

“Your mom and my father are helping with the bills regarding mom. As far as my trust fund, dad temporarily cut if off after I screwed up. And trust me, I did screw up. Dad had every right to be angry with me, but he has restored access to my trust fund. I am just trying to make it on my own without accessing that money. I guess I should access it to pay mom’s bills and not put that expense on your mom or dad. But they kind of insisted they pay her bills and so I guess I am just being a shit by letting them.”

“Mom wants to pay so that she and dad will have some voice in Aunt Rachel’s care. I understand from mom that Uncle Arthur feels the same way. So basically, they want to make sure they have a voice against your father if needed and he wants similar against them. It all confuses me because I think they are getting along pretty good.”

Steed nodded. He kind of laughed. “All their money, but Paps is going to have the final say.”

Roger said, “Yeah, granddad is the boss. But no, don’t misunderstand. Mom and dad totally respect your opinion and what you are doing. In the beginning they had their concerns, especially regarding Uncle Arthur but I don’t think they have those concerns so much now. I feel like I am screwing up with what I am saying here. Mom is happy to pay. She loves you and Aunt Rachel. I should have left it at that.”

“No. I understand. Shoot they should have a voice. I respect their opinions. If I was paying the expenses from my trust fund, I’d still respect their opinions. I guess this is going to sound stupid but I feel like if I start again pulling my money from my trust fund for anything, I will drift back into my old ways. Then I will start asking dad for even more money to be put into the trust and there I will be back dependent and obligated. Not that he did me wrong. I screwed up. Anyway, at some point I will start pulling money out of the fund, but for now I want to prove I can make it on my own.”

“What about Aunt Rachel’s money?”

“As I have told you more than once, mom doesn’t have any money. That report dad’s lawyer presented at the divorce proceedings is totally bogus. And the judge damn well knew it. It was just a way to stop dad from being forced to pay mom any money in the divorce settlement. Of course that said, dad took care of mom after the divorce. I guess he just wanted the divorce on his terms and not hers. Right after the divorce and when I was less aware of things, I was angry at dad about the way mom was done in the divorce. But he has done right by mom. He has done right by me. I love both of my parents. “

“Sure.” Roger felt certain Steed was wrong in thinking his mom had no money of her own. Still, he guessed there was no reason to argue about it. “So do you want to go with me to get a bite before I head home?”

“Absolutely. I just finished closing up. We can head on out.”

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