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Billy Bingo: The Forgotten Past

Chapter Three

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Billy Bingo is standing in the Bookstore at Northlake Mall. He picks up a mystery book and thumbs through it. He looks around to see if there is anyone around that he knows. There isn’t. He puts the book back on the shelf and then he stretches with his arms way over his head. He yawns. He walks over to the magazine rack and takes a Penthouse magazine to carry to checkout. The woman behind the counter gives him a dirty look which doesn’t phase Billy. He smiles and winks as he pays for the magazine. The rude woman puts the magazine in a bag and hands it to Billy.

From the Bookstore Billy steps out into a line of people he has to dodge. Looking into the many faces avoiding eye contact, Billy makes his way toward the food court. Billy orders a hamburger and a drink. With food in hand Billy sits down at a table alone. Then Billy sees Jackie Jenkins, the beautiful woman with whom he’d almost had a Penthouse moment. “She is beautiful.” Billy can’t decide whether he wants her to notice him or whether he hopes he is as invisible to her as he seems to be to most other people.

Billy almost feels like he is someone else as he stands up. With a wave of his hand he screams, “Hey Jackie.” He feels the eyes of the people in the food court turning toward him. He stares around at the many people who’d seemed to just suddenly have noticed there is a handsome young man among them. He blushes. He quickly sits back down. He thinks Jackie must have been the only one not to have heard or noticed him.

Billy jumps when he feels a hand on his shoulder. He turns around and sees Dirk Jenkins with Rachel Aghar. Dirk moans, “God this place is crowded today. You don’t mind if we sit with you. Do you?”

Billy smiles but not at Dirk. His eyes are fixed on Rachel. He remembers that night in the laundry room with Rachel and how he’d brought her to orgasm with his tongue. “Of course I don’t mind.” The memory of the laundry room fades and now Billy thinks Rachel is more like the strangers he’d dodged to get to the food court. Shifting from side to side on her tired feet, looking distant she avoids eye contact with Billy. Billy thinks Rachel might be angry because he had called to Jackie. She walks around to sit next to Billy while Dirk sits next to Rachel. Billy doesn’t want to feel uncomfortable but now he does.

Jackie Jenkins walks to the table with her food and drink and sits down across from Billy. There is no avoidance of eye contact. Billy stares into her eyes and Jackie stares into his eyes and they both lick their lips at once. Billy squirms.

Dirk notices the sexual tension. He laughs. “Say Billy.” For a second Dirk starts to not finish speaking his thought but then he does. “I am the only one at the table you haven’t had sex with.”

Billy looks down and tries to think of something to say that will not make a bad moment worse. Then he looks up and sees both Rachel and Jackie glaring furiously at Dirk. Billy figures their silent fury says enough.

Dirk hugs Rachel as though he hasn’t noticed her apparent anger. “Rachel and I are going to be married.”

“Congratulations.” Billy means it. He knew from the start that Rachel loves Dirk. Billy glances at Jackie as he takes a bite of his hamburger. “So what do you and your husband think of the engagement?”

“We are happy. We love Rachel. It is a little weird for them to be planning to have the wedding at the cemetery but that is what Dirk wants and so that is where the wedding will be.” Jackie looks at Dirk with somewhat of a smirk. Then under the table she takes her foot to rub Billy’s leg. “And for the record, Billy and I didn’t finish having sex because you interrupted us.”

Dirk stares at his stepmother. “It is not my intent to hurt you. I want the ceremony to be at my mother’s grave.” Dirk drops a napkin and as he leans down and picks the napkin up he sees that his stepmother is playing footsie with Billy. “And of course Billy.” Dirk leans back up and puts the napkin on the table. “Billy, you are invited to the wedding.”

Jackie shakes her head as she takes her foot away from Billy’s leg. “I know. I don’t disapprove of the wedding or your plans.” Then Jackie giggles. “I think it will be great for Billy to come to the wedding.”

Rachel and Dirk finish eating and stand up. Dirk reaches out and shakes Billy’s hand. “It was good seeing you here.” The words seem genuine. Then Dirk looks at his stepmother. “Are you ready to go?”

“You and Rachel go on. I am sure Billy can bring me home.”

Billy stands up as he continues shaking Dirk’s hand in what seems an extra long handshake. Billy ends the handshake. “It was good seeing you and Rachel.” Then Billy smiles at Jackie. “Of course. I will be glad to drive Jackie home.”

Rachel stands silently next to Dirk. She continues avoiding eye contact with Billy. Then as Dirk and Rachel begin walking away, Rachel looks back toward Billy. Billy stares into her eyes and she stares into his eyes. There is no licking of the lips. There is a sadness between them as Rachel walks away.

Billy falls back into his chair. He doesn’t consider that Jackie is watching him. He buries his face in his hands as he fights to bury his emotions.

Jackie stands up. She walks around and massages the back of Billy’s neck. “It isn’t all that bad. It isn’t like Dirk has ever told you to stay away from Rachel. He invited you to the wedding.”

Billy stands up. He grins. “I don’t know why I am so emotional today.” He laughs. “It must be that time of the month.” He takes Jackie’s hands in his hands. “Your massage felt good.”

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This time Billy and his sultry red haired cougar are not trying outdoor sex. This time he is in her suite at her home, the Jenkins’ home. Billy accepts her offer of Brandy. He drinks it like a soft drink. “My grandmother used to give me Brandy when I was sick.”

Jackie kicks off her shoes. “I hope my Brandy is all that reminds you of your grandmother.”

Billy sets the glass aside and pulls off his shirt and kicks off his sneakers. “What about your husband?”

Still holding her glass of Brandy, Jackie slowly runs her fingernail from Billy’s nipple to the snap of his pants. “I don’t think you are ready for a three-way.” She then sets her glass aside. “My husband and I have an open marriage. He is not likely to walk in or anything?” Jackie very quickly drops her dress. Seductively she removes her underwear. Coyly she turns around for Billy to remove her brazier which he does as he swallows a gulp of air. “We have an open marriage but I do love my husband.”

Billy smells Jackie’s bra and then tosses it to where she has tossed her underwear in a chair. “It must be nice to be in love.”

“Nice.” Jackie rubs her own breast. Then she turns to put Billy’s hands on her breast. “Love is never having to ask for alimony.”

Billy massages and then kisses Jackie’s breast. He hugs her close and feels security and warmth as she returns the embrace. Billy drops to his knees. Jackie moans as she feels his tongue in her pussy. Gasping in pleasure with each flick of Billy’s tongue, Jackie pants and moans.

Billy stands up. Jackie touches Billy’s face and kisses his lips. He returns the kiss and flicks his “pussy wet tongue” in her mouth. Billy runs his fingers through Jackie’s red hair.

Jackie questions Billy. “Are you in love with Rachel Aghar?”

“I am not sure I believe in love.”

Jackie nods. “Love is like a ghost. If it has never given you goose bumps, the notion may seem silly. If it has never made you feel the nervous butterflies in the pit of your stomach, it is easy to doubt.” Jackie holds Billy’s head between her delicate fingers. “I suspect you may tell yourself that you do not believe, but I suspect you have felt these things that make you believe. It is just you are so afraid, so you don’t want to believe.” Jackie pushes Billy back down to again start working her pussy with his mouth. “Oh my God!” Jackie shakes. “I wish you could teach my husband what you are doing down there.” Jackie collapses to the floor to sit in front of Billy on his knees.

Billy stands up and removes his pants and underwear. He fingers his hard nine inch cock. “So love is like a ghost. I think I like that idea.”

Jackie stands up and pushes Billy on to the large bed. She crawls on to Billy and mounts him. She begins to ride Billy as she looks at the goofy look on his beautiful face. Even as she enjoys fucking Billy, an awful and yet compelling thought that she can’t resist occurs to her. Just as her husband walks into the room she screams the words that she can’t take back. “I love you Billy Bingo.”

Billy is shocked by both her words and the sudden entry of her husband, David Jenkins, into the room. He knows that Jackie has told him that she has an open marriage, but still, his natural fear is to fear a jealous husband. Billy feels afraid as he glares at David Jenkins.

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David Jenkins walks into the room and closes the door. Only wearing jogging shorts, he very quickly removes his shorts. He goes to the bed and kisses his wife. “Don’t stop.” David looks at Billy’s large cock that fell out of Jackie as David entered the room. “Keep riding that large cock.”

Jackie isn’t sure how Billy is going to react. “I didn’t plan this.”

Billy manages to get the words out, “I know.” The sight of David, naked, unnerves Billy. He can’t decide whether he wants to get up to leave or just wait and see what happens. His indecision becomes his choice.

David laughs. “Love.” He reaches down and touches Billy’s cock. He watches Billy’s facial expression and so far there is nothing that says no. David begins to pump Billy’s cock.

Jackie changes position and sees David’s cock growing hard as he plays with Billy’s huge cock. Jackie positions where she can lick Billy’s balls as David continues a gentle pumping motion. David slowly lowers his head toward Billy’s cock oozing pre-cum. He touches his tongue to the shaft of Billy’s cock. He moves his tongue down Billy’s cock and then jumps to the inner thigh of Billy’s leg. It is then that David notices a a birthmark that is almost in the shape of a dagger on Billy’s inner thigh. As he concentrates on the unusual birthmark that seems not so unusual to him, he feels Jackie’s mouth touch his cock and he moans as she starts sucking on it.

David looks from the birthmark and stares stone face into Billy’s eyes. He wonders how he first missed the resemblance. Still he thinks many people have similar birthmarks. People favor.

Jackie removes David’s fully erect cock from her mouth. She wonders what David’s next move toward Billy will be. Will David try to fuck Billy in the ass? The thought excites her.

David moves to lay on top of Billy. David’s cock and Billy’s cock are touching. Billy stares into the face of this older man that is on top of him. Billy had always resisted the urge to have sex with men. Ralph Shath had sucked his cock but it was in the dark and he hadn’t known whose mouth was on his cock. Steve Webster had wanted to have sex with Billy but Billy had not allowed it to happen. He had kissed Raymond but that wasn’t sex. Now Billy has David, who he had never met before this day, laying on top of him and he isn’t sure what he wants to do. Billy glances over at Jackie.

David touches his face next to Billy’s face for a moment. Billy thinks it is a tender moment. David rubs his cock against Billy’s cock. For Billy it is an odd feeling. Then Billy feels David’s six o’clock shadow pressing hard against his face as David roughly kisses Billy. Billy feels David’s hands and arms slide up under his legs to begin pushing Billy’s legs and ass up. Billy squirms to start trying to get out from under David. David pushes Billy’s legs so they are over his head. Billy’s own large cock is right at his lips as he feels one of David’s fingers probe his ass.

As Billy feels two fingers probing his ass, Billy uses his free leg to push David away. David quickly grabs both of his legs. “You fuck with my wife and you don’t want me to fuck you.” David pulls Billy and crawls back on Billy but this time straddling Billy’s arms and chest and with his cock at Billy’s mouth. “You are just like…” David does not finish his words.

“Who?” Billy opens his mouth with the question as he taste David’s cock touch in and then out of his mouth. “Who am I like?” Billy is trying to distract David with words but Billy’s words are muffled as the full shaft of David’s cock thrust into his mouth. Billy moves his head to get David’s cock out of his mouth. Billy tries to use his arms but they are held down by the weight of David straddling his chest and his arms.

Jackie screams at her husband. “Stop. Billy doesn’t want this.”

David stares down at Billy’s face but it is the face of someone else that he sees looking up at him. David rolls off the bed and down into the floor as he shakes the image from his mind. He cuddles his knees to his face. Then he looks up at Jackie with a playful grin. “Oh yeah. I am a bad boy. What do you want to do with this bad boy?”

Billy stands up from the bed. He looks down at David and then he looks at Jackie still on the bed.

“I think the question is what does Billy want to do with you, you naughty, naughty, boy.” Jackie crawls from the bed. She touches her hand to Billy’s face. “What do you want to do to my husband?”

Billy grabs David by his jet black hair and by one of his ears. He lifts David upward so that David is now on his knees. Billy rubs his cock around David’s face. He then shoves his cock into David’s waiting mouth. He pushes his cock down David’s throat until David starts to gag. Billy then withdraws his cock. David starts licking and sucking on Billy’s cock. Jackie gets down on her knees to join her husband. They both start working Billy’s cock until he shoots a load of cum onto the floor.

Billy throws his head back to look at the ceiling as Jackie rises from the floor. David starts to suck on his wife Jackie’s pussy as Jackie kisses Billy on the cheek. “Are you okay?” Jackie isn’t sure as she looks at Billy’s expression.

“Yeah. I enjoyed it. I would be lying if I tried to tell myself I didn’t enjoy it.” Billy looks around the room. He sees a picture of Dirk when Dirk is about 3 with a woman. He can’t help but notice that the woman sort of favors himself. “Who are they?”

David stands up and walks over to the picture. “This is my first wife, Amberline Darko, with Dirk. It is odd how much that you favor her. You even have her birthmark.” David’s words are solemn and his expression is distant as he thinks back in time. “She died in childbirth.”

“I don’t think either of my parents are related to the Darko family but I am not that familiar with my family tree so I guess maybe.”

Jackie takes the picture from the dresser and holds it up to Billy’s face. “They do favor. I hadn’t noticed. I had noticed that Billy and Dirk favor but…” Jackie does not finish her sentence. She puts the picture back on the dresser. “I guess if we go back far enough we are all related.”

Billy does not wish to dwell on the resemblance. He shrugs. “Yeah. And to Martians we probably all look alike.”

David laughs. The laugh does not hide how much the picture and Billy’s resemblance to his dead wife disturbs him.

 

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Chapter Two – Billy Bingo: The Forgotten Past

Billy Bingo: The Forgotten Past

Chapter Two

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Billy’s mother Maureen Bingo is sitting at the table with a coworker from the Finance Firm where she works. His name is Raymond Bing. Wearing just boxers Billy comes into the kitchen and gets himself a beer for breakfast and sits down at the table with them. He can’t help but stare at Raymond.

“Say. You know you favor Matthew Perry from the series Friends.” Billy takes a drink of his beer. “I used to have gay fantasies about Matthew Perry.”

Maureen sits horrified. “Billy! Don’t say such things to people you’ve just met.”

Billy reaches out his hand. “Actually, we haven’t met. I am Billy Bingo.” Billy shakes Raymond’s hand who with a puzzled expression introduces himself as Raymond Bing. Billy says, “Bing & Bingo, funny how our names are similar. Also the character in Friends was Chandler Bing. Weird.” Billy feels intrigued by Raymond.

“I guess,” Raymond says in a very Chandler Bing way. Raymond’s mannerisms tickles Billy. Billy has an urge to tickle Raymond in the stomach but doesn’t.

“So you work with my mother. You two aren’t having an office romance or anything are you.”

“No!” Raymond squirms at the very suggestion. Then he cocks his head at Billy as though he wants to ask Billy something but slanting his eyes up and toward Maureen he doesn’t. Billy notices the unstated question but doesn’t try to guess what is on Raymond’s mind.

“Do you hate your work as much as mom does? God, she hates that place.”

“Billy! Can’t you see that you are making us uncomfortable.”

Billy just can’t help himself. “So Raymond, have you ever had two women wrestle to see which one will get to ride your cock.”

“Billy!”

“That happened to me last night. It was so cool. I started to lie and say now that was uncomfortable but it wasn’t. It was cool.”

“I thought you said you were gay.” Raymond has a bead of sweat on his forehead.

“No. I said I used to have gay fantasies about Matthew Perry. That doesn’t mean I don’t like pussy or women fighting over me.” Billy laughs. He looks over the papers at the table. “So what are you and mom working on.”

Raymond shakes his head. “Damn if either one of us can figure it out. I think they are setting us up to fire us.”

Billy looks at the worried look on his mom’s face. “I am sorry. I didn’t realize.”

Maureen stares at her son. “You were really with two women last night.”

“Beth Jackson and Lilly Coint.”

Raymond screams, “Lilly is my sister! You were with my sister!”

“What? No. Your last name is Bing.”

“Half-sister. She has a different father from me.”

“Oh.”

Maureen shakes her head at Billy. “Raymond, I haven’t seen you around here before. Lilly is your sister?”

“Lilly doesn’t speak to me. Her father convinced her that I am evil incarnate. I didn’t even know Lilly lives here. God! Still! She is my sister and Billy is bragging about having a three-way with her.”

“She might be a different Lilly Coint.” Billy has a devilish grin as he stares at Raymond.

Raymond does a Matthew Perry double take look at Billy. Billy is amazed at the resemblance. Billy takes a gulp of his beer. “Looking at you is making me so horny.”

Raymond pounds the table. “Maureen. You know how much I like you. But I think I am going to murder your son.” Raymond jumps up as does Billy in quick reaction.

Billy runs out the door with Raymond chasing him. Then outside near the parking lot Billy turns and screams at Raymond, “Boo!” Raymond jumps as Billy lunges and tackles him to the ground. Billy puts Raymond in a head lock. “Lilly is a good person. You should get to know her.”

Billy takes hold of Raymond by the ear lobe. Raymond screams, “Oh, oh, oh,” as Billy drags him by the ear over to LIlly’s Apartment. Billy pounds on the door and Lilly answers it. With Billy, just in his boxers, and still holding Raymond by his ear, looking pitiful Raymond tells Lilly, “Hi. I am your brother.”

Billy gives Raymond a friendly kick in the behind with the back of his bare foot as he releases his hold on Raymond’s ear. “You get to know your sister and make plans to be the loving family that you both need. I am going back home.” Billy points and laughs. “Now young man I’ve got my eye on you. You do right by your sister.” Billy moans, “God, I really should sober up.”

Lilly screams at Billy as Billy walks away. “Thank you.” Then she looks at her brother. “How on earth do you know Billy? So weird. At some point last night I was wishing…”

“Wishing what?”

“That I could find you. That I would get to know you. Now here you are. It is like Billy has granted me my wish.”

Raymond shuffles his feet looking as though he is kicking an imaginary can and smiles as he looks at his sister. “I work with Billy’s mother. It is just coincidence that we found each other.” Raymond pauses. “A very good coincidence.”

“I am late for work. I don’t want to leave.”

“I’ve got to figure some work stuff out with Maureen so I know what you mean. Can I come back here tonight?”

“Of course. That will be great.”

Raymond walks back over to the Bingo Apartment and lets himself in. Billy and Maureen are sitting at the table. Billy tells Raymond, “Man, they’ve got you so screwed. I’ve been looking over these papers and there is no way you can win. Either way you push this deal it is going to make you look bad and if you don’t push the deal they are going to fire you for non-compliance. That fucking bitch O’Hara wants your sissy ass the hell out of her office.”

“Sissy.” Raymond stares at Maureen. “Is that the way you think of me?”

Billy screams. “Fuck. Man. That Religious Outfit that took over the company wants my mom’s butch ass the hell out of there as well.”

“Billy! You are just jumping to conclusions because of the way you think they perceive us.”

“I tell you what. You know how that O’Hara and Preacher Birchell make-out with their smoochy face at the front door to the Cubicle Hell?”

“Yeah.”

“How much do you want to bet that if I go to the office with Raymond here and do the same kissy face routine with Raymond that O’Hara or Preacher Birchell will make a scene.”

Maureen rolls her eyes. “That is silly. You just want to make out with Raymond.”

Billy winks at Raymond. “Is there anything wrong with that?” Billy knows how hard his mother and father have worked and just to barely get by. “I promise you that we will be okay.” Billy smiles at his mother. “Throw the contract in the garbage. Just quit the job.” Billy looks at Raymond and sees tears swelling up on in his eyes. He pats Raymond on the back and an image flashes in his mind of Raymond hanging himself. “Fuck man. You can’t hang yourself. That is just stupid.”

“What? No.” Raymond wonders how Billy knew what he was thinking.

Billy goes to his room and gets dressed. When he returns his mother and Raymond are gone. The table is now clear of the papers. Billy goes outside and sees that his mother has taken the car. Raymond’s car is sitting there but Billy doesn’t have the keys to it. Billy’s car is in the garage being worked on by his father. Billy goes to see if Joan or Judy can give him a ride to his mother’s office. Billy isn’t sure what he can do but he feels he must try to do something.

Joan gives Billy a ride to the large office building where Billy’s mother works. On the ride there Billy explains to Joan what is going on. They get in the elevator and go up to the floor that his mother calls Cubicle Hell. “She hates this job but until she finds something better she needs it.”

“I know how that is,” Joan says as she and Billy walk from the elevator. Joan looks at Ms. Cory sitting in one of the cubicles. “Oh my God! Ms. Cory, why haven’t I seen you at the square dance lately.”

Ms. Cory looks at Joan in total mortification. “Shh. Please,” Ms. Cory whispers. “The Harrigan sisters sold this business to Preacher Birchell. They are out to get rid of Mrs. Bingo and Mr. Bing.” Ms. Cory stands up and eases out of her cubicle. “We are all walking on egg shells.”

“Why are they out to get rid of my mother?”

“She was overheard talking about you. She didn’t know what kind of monsters have taken over this place. Reverend Birchell wanted her to get you to go to some place to turn you straight.”

Joan laughs. “What! Billy likes pussy.”

Ms. Cory nudges Joan and with a giggle whispers, “Don’t we all. But anyway Maureen was talking to us girls about Billy’s working with Steve Webster.”

Billy ask, “What about Raymond Bing? Why do they want to get rid of him?”

“You’ve met him?”

Billy nods. “Yeah.”

“In his divorce his wife said she caught him having an affair with a man. The truth is though, Raymond is horrified at the thought that he might be gay. Raymond said that the man was actually his wife’s lover.”

“Raymond is kind of a sissy.”

“Yes. Of course.”

Joan punches Billy. “You know that doesn’t mean anything.”

Then Billy points to where Raymond is in his cubicle.

Joan shrugs. “Oh yeah. I’d say gay. See the way he is checking his cuticles pointed up to the light.” Joan punches Billy again. “Why did you make me say that? It means nothing.”

Billy laughs which attracts the attention of Maureen and Raymond. Maureen rushes to where Billy and Joan are standing. “Please don’t get Ms. Cory in trouble. She needs this job.”

“Oh my yes. I really do.” Ms. Cory eases back into her cubicle.

Mrs. Bingo pulls Billy toward Raymond’s cubicle. Joan follows. “What are you doing here?”

“I don’t know. I thought there might be something I can do to save your job.”

“Billy, what on earth do you think you can do?”

“I don’t know.”

Ms. O’Hara walks up. “Billy, what are you doing here. This is a place of work. Real work and not that silly, pansy, decorating stuff you do with Steve Webster.”

“Yeah, I can see the sweat pouring off you from all that work you’ve been doing.”

“Maureen, if your son does not leave this office I will call security and they will call the police.”

Billy sees Preacher Birchell. Billy runs to follow Preacher Birchell into his office. “I understand you are setting things up to force my mother and Mr. Bing into resigning.”

“Officially, I don’t know what you are talking about.” Preacher Birchell stares at Billy. “But let us talk.”

“I understand you told my mother you knew of a place that could turn me straight.”

“My lawyer explained to me that was wrong. I apologize.”

“Is that what was done to you?”

“No. No. Okay. Yeah.” Preacher Birchell looks down as if he has just been scolded.

“Some contracts were given to my mother and Mr. Bing. If they don’t present those contracts to their client they can be fired for non-compliance. If they do present those contracts to their client then the client can have them terminated. You have put my mother and Mr. Bing into a very bad situation.”

“I am not behind the contract. Ms. O’Hara and the board are behind it. I’ve told them what they are doing is stupid and will damage the company with our employees as well as our clients.”

“How would you advise my mother and Mr. Bing to proceed?”

“I can’t legally tell them as that would put me in non-compliance with the board. But you are a smart boy with smart friends. Once the right paper is put on my desk I can legally put the contract in the shredder. Make sure they understand I will give no opposition and they will know the paper best to deliver on my desk. I should then be able to move your mother and Mr. Bing up one floor to be away from Ms. O’Hara.”

“Why on earth do you smooch with Ms. O’Hara?”

“She is the closest thing I can get to being with a man without the board firing me.”

“Thanks for talking with me.”

“No. This conversation never happened.”

“I understand.”

Billy talks to Steve’s mother, Mrs. Webster, and she gets the information Billy needs from her lawyer. They help get the contract killed and Maureen Bingo and Raymond Bing get a promotion up one floor. Their last day on Ms. O’Hara’s floor Billy comes to help his mother move boxes. Billy manages to give Raymond one hell of a kiss.

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Chapter One – Billy Bingo: The Forgotten Past

Billy Bingo: The Forgotten Past

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Chapter One

Billy Bingo rest naked in his bed. He stares up at the light bulb and the fan above his head. A single tear rolls from his eye and down his cheek and drips as a drop on his white pillow case. Billy runs his arm across his eyes. “How fucking lame!” Rachel Aghar is going to marry Dirk Jenkins. He knew from the start that she loves Dirk. He wants to be happy for Rachel and Dirk. He wants to be happy.

Billy climbs out of bed. He stands naked in front of his window and looks out into the dimly lit parking lot of the Apartment Complex. He stares at a rough looking man on a motorcycle beneath a street light. He does not recognize the man but he thinks there is something familiar about him. Billy realizes the man is staring back at him.

Billy wonders what having sex with a strange man, a biker, might be like. Billy watches as the man gets off his motorcycle. He sees a woman walking toward the man from one of the Apartments. Billy smiles. He considers he likes the looks of the woman a lot more than the man. As the man starts kissing on the woman Billy realizes the man is looking over the woman’s shoulder at him.

Billy slips on some shorts but without putting any underwear on. He throws on a T-shirt. He grabs his keys and his billfold. He leaves his bedroom and looks at his mother and father on the couch. “I can’t sleep. I am going out for a drive and some fresh air.”

Billy gets in his mother’s car and rolls down the window. He cranks the car and pulls out of the parking space. He drives to the exit of the parking lot where the man and woman with the motorcycle are. He stops and looks at the man and the woman. “How is it going?”

“Yo, Leg Man, haven’t seen you in a long, long time.”

Billy is not sure why the man has called him Leg Man. Billy figures the man must have him confused with someone else. “My name is Billy Bingo,” Billy tells the man. Billy still doesn’t recognize the brutish man but sure wishes he recognized the woman. “I guess you hear it a lot but you make me think of Marilyn Monroe.”

The woman laughs. “Not often enough. Thanks. You are good looking as well.”

Billy blushes. “I guess I will see the two of you around. Bye.” Billy drives away from the couple. Billy isn’t sure where he is going. He considers going over to Steve Webster’s place. He pulls into the parking lot of a convenience store and parks where he can watch the man and woman with the motorcycle. There is something about the man. The man called him the Leg Man.

Someone walks up to the car. “Say Billy, you got a light.”

Billy pushes in the cigarette lighter. He looks at Beth Jackson. She is a nice enough looking woman. She has short blonde hair and not too noticeable freckles on her small pug nose. She is kind of tom boyish but not so much anyone might consider it one way or another. “Say Beth, do you know those two over there with the motorcycle?”

“He is Kane Bishop. Don’t fucking mess with that dude. He is dangerous. I met him a couple of times with Ralph Shath. Not at all pleasant.” Beth leans through Billy’s window and pulls out the cigarette lighter and leaning back out of the window lights her cigarette. She hands Billy the lighter and takes a puff on the cigarette. “Not wearing any underwear tonight.”

Billy looks down and sees that his dick is hanging out. “Sorry about that.” Billy repositions his cock.

Beth walks around and gets in the passenger side of the car. “The woman is Sylvia Trundle.” Beth clears her throat. “So, you want a blow job?”

Billy stares at Beth. He isn’t sure what to say. Yes would be an easy answer but where would that answer lead him.

“Steve Webster and have a bet to see which one of us will be able to dick around with you first.” Beth laughs. “I made the bet knowing Steve will win.”

“It could be a tie.”

“All right, a three-way.”

“More like a no way.”

“Damn. Hurt my feelings much.” Beth takes a puff on her cigarette. “So why are we spying on Kane Bishop?”

“I don’t know. I just saw him in the parking lot.” Billy watches Kane and Sylvia get on the motorcycle. As they speed past the convenience store Billy pulls out to follow them.

Beth grins at Billy as she puts her cigarette out in the ashtray. Beth slips over next to Billy and undoes Billy’s shorts. Beth puts her head in Billy’s lap and starts licking and sucking on Billy’s cock. “I can’t wait to tell Steve that I won.”

Billy moans as Beth starts back sucking. Billy continues following Kane Bishop and Sylvia Trundle. He follows them onto the expressway. “I wonder where they are going.”

Beth pops her head up and looks around. “Probably to Rockdale. That is Kane Bishop’s main turf.” Beth lowers her head and starts back working on Billy’s cock.

Suddenly Billy hears a truck horn. A trucker has pulled up next them on the passenger side. Billy looks up to see the trucker is watching Beth suck on his dick. Billy quickly looks away from the driver and back to the road. Beth looks back over her shoulder at the truck driver who is smiling. The trucker blows his horn one more time and then falls back as Billy speeds to keep up with Bishop Kane.

“Please pull my shorts back up before we get arrested.”

Beth does as Billy ask. “I’d rather get arrested than killed by Kane Bishop.” Beth sits back up in the seat.

“Killed?”

Beth watches Kane make an exit. Billy follows after and Beth feels nervous. “They are going to realize you are following them. Why are you following them?”

“I don’t know. Just a weird compulsion.”

Billy continues following the motorcycle until it reaches the Destone Garage. He watches them pull into the garage where his mother had been forced to have sex with George Destone and Ralph Shath. “Of all the fucking places where they might have gone, they come here.”

“Why? What is here?”

“Nothing.” Billy looks at the old car next to the garage. It was the car he had driven when he was ten to run down George Destone and Ralph Shath. Billy drives on and back to the expressway. “Where would be a good place for us to go for you to finish sucking me off?”

Beth laughs. “Now we are talking. I can’t wait to feel your tongue in my pussy. We can go back to my Apartment. My roommate Lilly will not care.”

“Okay. I guess that will be okay.” Billy glances over at Beth but without taking his eyes off the road for too long. “You know I have all of these mixed feelings.”

Beth smiles as she moves in to kiss Billy on the side of his face. “Just friends. I have no expectations. You want a woman you can’t have and I want a man I can’t have.”

“Who?”

“You will think that I am insane.”

“Tell me. Shit you can’t be anymore insane than I am.”

“Bobby. I love Bobby White.”

“That is not insane. He is cool.”

“He is fucking in love with Steve Webster.”

“You and I both know that at some point Steve will break his heart.” Billy shakes his head. “Fuck. I wish I had not said that. I don’t want that to happen.”

“Yeah, I don’t want that either, but it is probably true. Even if it does happen, that will not turn him straight.”

Billy shrugs and laughs. “I don’t see how anyone can live totally pussy free.”

“Yeah, the gay mafia will not be inviting you to march in any of their parades.” Then Beth giggles. “Lilly and I have experimented when drunk and horny but I totally know what you mean. Neither of us can imagine not ever being with a man. Not just the dick. But you know, the full package.” Beth puts her feet up on the dashboard. “That said, I don’t think I will ever love anyone more than I love Lilly.”

“Shoot. You are lucky. You and Lilly. Judy and Joan. Steve and Bobby. Dirk and Rachel. Then there is me.”

Billy and Beth drive the rest of the way back to the Minion Plex Apartment Complex in silence. Billy parks and he walks with Beth to her Apartment. Lilly is lounged on the couch looking at a picture of her estranged brother when Billy and Beth enter the Apartment.

Lilly puts the picture down and screams at Beth. “Where the fuck did you go? I was worried about you.”

“I was riding with Billy. Now he and I are going to my bedroom and I am going to fuck him every which way but loose.”

“I think the rope is my bed stand.”

Billy shakes his head as he breathes in a gulp of air. “What?” There is something of an exclamation in the excited tone of his nervous question.

“Beth said she was going to fuck you every which way but loose. I was making a joke.”

“Oh. You want to join us.”

At first Lilly looks shocked and disgusted but it is just an act. Then she laughs. “Fuck, yeah.” Lilly jumps up from the couch and grabs Beth. She kisses Beth full on the lips for Billy’s entertainment. “What have you been eating that smells so good?”

Beth undoes and yanks Billy’s shorts down. She points. “Try it. You will like it.”

Lilly yanks off her clothes and gets down on her knees and starts working on Billy’s large throbbing cock. Beth strips out of her clothes and begins kissing on Billy while Lilly’s tongue tickles Billy’s cock. Billy steps out of his shorts and pulls his shirt off. He eases down to sit on the floor. He lays back while Lilly starts to tickle his balls. Beth moves to straddle over Billy and then gets down to plant her pussy on Billy’s mouth. Beth screams in excitement as Billy starts to work his magic. Lilly repositions where she can start to ride Billy’s cock. Billy feels like he is in heaven.

Suddenly Beth jumps up and knocks Lilly off Billy’s cock. Lilly screams as she rolls on the floor from Beth’s push. Beth jumps on to ride Billy’s cock. As Beth rides him she screams, “Fuck. If Billy was in an amusement park he’d be my favorite ride.”

Lilly jumps up and screams like a wild woman as she attacks Beth. In collision, rolling they fall away from Billy. Billy moans as he watches them wrestle, “What the hell?” Billy moans some more as he watches them to start to kiss and grind against each other.

Lilly grabs Beth by the hair of her head. She screams at Beth, “Suck my pussy. Come on. You know you want it.” Laying on her back Lilly starts trying to push Beth’s head toward her pussy. Billy crawls over and plants his tongue in Lilly’s pussy. Lilly releases her hold on Beth as Lilly enjoys the feel of Billy’s tongue. Beth repositions to kiss on Lilly’s breast and work her tongue down to join with Billy’s tongue in Lilly’s pussy. After just a few minutes Lilly arches her back and rubs her own stomach as she trembles and screams in pleasure. “Fuck. I thought I’ve had orgasms before but nothing like that. God oh man. Billy knows where my orgasm button is.”

Beth slaps at Lilly. “I helped.”

Lilly sits up and pulls Beth to kiss her on the mouth. “Yeah, honey, you did.”

Billy stands up and pulls Beth to stand next to him. “Now. Just you me?”

With a smile Beth nods. “Yeah.”

“You two have fun. I am heading to the shower.”

Billy and Beth go to Beth’s bedroom. Billy starts to make love to Beth in the missionary position. It is slow and then fast and then slow with loving kisses and soft whispers of affection. When Beth has her orgasm she clutchs Billy’s shoulders with her fist. In a sweat and in tears she moves her arms to embrace Billy like she has never embraced anyone before. “Fuck. Who are you Billy Bingo that you can make me feel like this, have an orgasm like this?”

Billy rolls off Beth and jerks himself to completion.

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I Don’t Crave the Meat 2071

Horror and humor
Some talk about Jared Leto and also about some weird prophecy about 2071 I don’t really believe; but it is interesting. And yes, I do love hamburgers and steak.

 

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God’s Tax, Right To Free Speech, Self-Protection

Note: in part of this the voice/lip movement is off. A setting has changed that had previously corrected the problem & I did not realize.

Note: This video is not listed on youtube

Transcript: contains errors

howdy and welcome to the mightmuddychuck
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channel topic 1 Trump is talking
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about putting a tariff or duty on the
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imports of steal an aluminum and of
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course the globalist went batass crazy
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[Laughter]
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and Fox I tend to leave the TV on Fox for
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basically noise and I just kept hearing
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this Globalists propaganda oh it is going to
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add it’s going to push the price of
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steal and aluminum up it’s going to cost
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businesses money it’s going to cause
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consumers money it’s just going to cost
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people money okay first of all steal and
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aluminum is not a fixed price item it is
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something that goes up and down in price
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all the time you can look at the charts
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you could google it you can look up the
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charts the price of aluminum will go
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up and down all the time it’s not a
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fixed price item the price might
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naturally go up the price might
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naturally go down those are costs that
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change all the time a tariff or duty on
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aluminum is just an added cost to
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the cost of production it’s certainly
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less of a barrier to economic activity
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than the EU’s use of VAT (Value Added Tax) that kind of
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like a sales tax they have when I sell a
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book in one of the European countries
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there’s a tax on it it’s a ridiculous
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tax here’s a clue globalist if you
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really if you really if you really want
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free trade do away with all the freaking
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taxes all the taxes do away with your VAT do
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away with tariffs and duties do away
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with the income tax do away with the
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property taxes do away with advalorem
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taxes do away with all the fucking taxes
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if you want free trade and for your budgets
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just print the money out just print them
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just print the money out and you know
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what happened if that’s the economic
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system we move toward there will still be
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a tax but it will be a God’s tax it
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will be the tax delivered by that
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invisible hand and what’s that tax
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called come on class what’s that tax
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called you know it you know what that
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tax you know what God’s tax is you know
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what the tax that invisible hand puts on
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the economy is when there’s money
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printed out its inflation and unlike
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government tax God’s tax falls into
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equilibrium you print out more money you
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create more demand the more demand it
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raises prices you raise prices and that is
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inflation it will reach a certain point
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if you pull back from printing money it will
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reach a point where it will eventually
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burn itself out because the price
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increases automatically reduces demand
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you reduces you to reduce demand then
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suddenly there’s not an impetus to raise
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prices it the inflation tax the god tax
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it burns itself out irregardless of all
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the mindless propaganda the globalists
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have taught you in school
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God’s tax will burn itself out because
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it will fall into equilibrium unless
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you’ve got monopoly powers playing games
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in the economy unless you’ve got the
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unnatural forces trying to manipulate
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prices so all the hell of a lue about
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Trump and terracing duties it’s all a
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bunch of BS the United States needs to
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bring is trade into balance and tariffs
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and duties is a way to do it
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what I prefer an economy where there are
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no taxes hell yeah
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what I prefer an economy the basically
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functions off of God’s tax inflation
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it’s dangerous to some degree because we
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do have monopoly powers in the
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marketplace who do take advantage of the
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churn who in fact do try to manipulate
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but
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if you deal with those monopoly powers
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in the marketplace if you if you make it
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possible so that prices will fall into
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equilibrium with an honor tax and here’s
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the thing about God’s acts not only does
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it burn itself out as it falls into
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equilibrium it reduces debt it not it
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reduces not only government debt it
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reduces proper debt so you go back in
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time loo go back into move okay back in
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time back in time you could buy a house
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a for $5,000
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now you’re getting come with such that
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was actually a high price $5,000 is a
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high price for our house back in boot
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back in time so that $5,000 might
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represent 20% of your income I’m just
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making that number up it’s just it’s
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just a phantom number might make up 20%
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of your income so you’ve borrowed the
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money to buy that $5,000 house and
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you’re having to pay on it and to start
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with those payments are steep for you
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because your income is low here’s the
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thing inflation raises your income it
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makes it easier to pay for that $5,000
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house and here’s another thing that
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inflation raises the value of that
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$5,000 house so your payments not only
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become easier but the value of the house
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is going up that’s God’s tax
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that’s God’s tax it helps a little man
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an understanding globalist hate God
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hates God hates God’s tax the globe
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let’s take God oh no because you know
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here’s the thing your inflation makes it
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easier God’s tax makes it easier to pay
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down debt but here’s the thing in the
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economy once person’s debt is another
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person’s savings
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I loan you $100 I consider that under
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dollars worth of savings and the
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interest you pay on the hundred dollar
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debt that you that you now have to me
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it’s how I earn money off that that
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money but inflation makes $100 bottle s
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so when I first blown you that hundred
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dollars it’s worth $100 by the time you
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pay it back that’s $100 he put it on the
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inflation right you know it’s going to
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go down and it may not even equal the
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interest that you’re paying me on it and
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rich people hate that rich people hate
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that man to hate it
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topic 2 the god-awful shooting down in
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parkland Florida I don’t see a whole lot
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on it because it’s really just you know
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but besides the tragedy down in Florida
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and the troubled kid that was
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responsible for the god-awful event down
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in Florida who may have been pushed over
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the edge by whatever forces you know is
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a tragic event and the behavior of the
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Sheriff’s Department is questionable
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please sitting outside the school while
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the shooting was taking place inside the
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school it brings up a lot of questions
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but all that aside the troubled kid
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aside the shooting showed some other
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evil some other evil in our world and
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our planet and our great United States
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is show people so willing to give up the
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right to free speech the right to
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self-protection the right to
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self-protection that’s what our gun
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rights are it’s it’s the god-given right
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to self-protection
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and as for kids down in Florida they
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couldn’t protect themselves and I’m not
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sure there’s any way that you can create
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a safe system where they could protect
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themselves but you might not can protect
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yourself when you’re in your workplace
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you might not can protect yourself when
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you’re in school but at least in this
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country you have the right to self
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protection in your home and the
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globalists want to take that away they
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don’t they not only don’t want you safe
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in your workplace they don’t want you
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safe in the school they don’t want you
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safe in your home they do not want you
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safe in your home and when you try to
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present the argument too wide
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the right to self protection is an
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important right they want to shut you up
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they won’t take your free speech away
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they want to take the right to free
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speech away they want to take the right
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to protect yourself away these are evil
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people and to show how convoluted and
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evil some of them are okay
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Delta basically piled onto when a bunch
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of other corporations were attacking the
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National Rifle Association
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which is a free speech organization to
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give gun owners a voice it’s a free
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speech organization to give gun owners a
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voice people who believe in the right to
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self protection a voice it’s about free
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speech and Delta joined in with these
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other businesses basically attacking the
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NRA and NRA members right to free speech
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now what Delta did was was fairly
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minimal as they basically said we’re no
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longer going to give members of the NRA
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discount like we previously been given
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yeah that was it was piling on it was
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piling on that’s what Delta was doing is
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part of this propaganda chain a
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polynomial is do it was that in one
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attack after another on
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the NRA to try to present the image that
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everybody hates the NRA and then you had
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Google how are alphabet I still don’t
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call him Google and YouTube and the
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people is trying to present the
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arguments to the right to
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self-protection the people who is trying
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to present the arguments that you know
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that shooting in Florida was kind of
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weird there were some weird things about
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it things don’t all together add up
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about it you know just pointing out
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things and kids it was actually there on
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this thing they wanted to censor their
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videos they tried to cover up the fact
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that there was police sitting outside
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that school doing absolutely nothing
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they try to cover that up let’s don’t
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quibble on that basic fact Google
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attempted to cover that up
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but back to Delta in the main point so
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Delta join these other corporations
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basically trying to bash the NRA it
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wasn’t just about trying to take the
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park away from people who are members of
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the NAR take that discount away from
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people who you know members of the NRA
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it wasn’t just about that it was about
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piling on and attacking in all right and
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attacking free speech and now put this
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in context this attack on the NRA three
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speech this was was amplified by what
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YouTube was doing YouTube was already
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massively attacking free speech and we
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know that part of the reason the YouTube
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uses excuse the YouTube uses for
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attacking free speech is we can’t lose
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advertisers we can’t lose advertisers so
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YouTube is basically saying is these
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corporations that are pulling out the
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way from them is the reason that they’re
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going badass crazy badass crazy badass
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crazy censoring videos their excuse is
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their fear or the real the very real
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event that they are losing at revenue
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and that’s because these corporations
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are attempting to take free speech away
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from YouTube and away from their members
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so you had Delta attacking the NRA a
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free speech organization I’m it’s the
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more than just a free speech
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organization basically it’s a free
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speech organization at the same time you
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had YouTube taking free speech away now
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this is to show how evil the globalist
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are so the state of Georgia said okay
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Delta you’re going to do this to the NRA
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and their members you’re going to attack
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them you’re going to blame them for
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something that happened in parkland
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Florida here’s what we’re going to do
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we’re going to not give you a tax
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subsidy we’re not going to treat you
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special
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you treat the people of Georgia who are
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largely law-abiding citizens that
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believe in the right to self protection
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you’re going to attack them what we’re
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going to say you’re no longer a special
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well we’re going to take the subsidy the
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tax subsidy then we were going to give
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you we’re not going to give it to you
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any longer it’s not going to be in this
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new bill being passed now this is to
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show how evil the globalist are so the
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globalist turned this whole event upside
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down and said George is trying to take
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free speech away from Delta the globe
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was totally turned it upside here you
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are Delta attacking free speech and
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suddenly at the state of Georgia
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attacking Delta’s free speech these
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corporations that are attacking free
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speech and are attacking the right to
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self protection they need to be slapped
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they need to be told point blank but not
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just the state of Georgia but by all
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states you ain’t special and we ain’t
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treating you special these breaks you’ve
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been given it’s over it’s over it’s over
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much thanks for watching listening I do
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appreciate it if you made it to the end
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of the video
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Oh anyway hit that subscribe button hit
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that thumbs up button I know you will
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thanks love you

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RIP Jerry Van Dyke

Jerry Van Dyke (1931–2018) – Age 86 going on 87.
He played Tag Spence on “The Middle”
He played Luther Van Dam on “Coach”
He played Dave Crabtree on “My Mother The Car”
He was Dick Van Dyke’s younger brother.

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As A Writer My Thoughts on Pewdiepie’s Book Reviews

Short of it: I think his book reviews were interesting and helpful from a writer’s perspective to see what he liked and didn’t. Note that I have added his video to the bottom of this post.
pewdiepie video

Brave New World – https://gutenberg.ca/ebooks/huxleya-bravenewworld/huxleya-bravenewworld-00-h.html

1984 http://self.gutenberg.org/articles/1984_(book)

The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde – http://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/174

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DVD – Brave New World with Leonard Nimoy as director
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Transcript: Note some errors!!
welcome to the mightymuddychuck channel
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channel Iza Chuck, I was over at pewdiepie’s
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channel and there was a video that he
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did where he’d read five books and he
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reviewed five books. If you are a
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writer I would advise you to go watch
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that video because it really gives you
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insight into the way that a real person
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looks at books while they’re reading
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them and thinks back and judges the book
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as opposed to some of the BS reviews
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that you may see on Amazon he gives you
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insight into the way a reader actually
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delves into a book and thinks about the
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book and considers what they’ve read I’m
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not going to redo his reviews obviously
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and I’m not going to put them in just
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because you know I’m not going to I’m
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not going to do that but when you get a
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chance go over to his channel and then
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look for the video that he did on book
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reviews he read five books and in
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some cases he compared the books and it
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really will give you insight into how he
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judges the book and why you as a writer
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may not be connecting with your readers
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or maybe why you are connecting with
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your readers why you’re being successful
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I just thought it was interesting from
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from a writer’s perspective to see how
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he was looking at the books and
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considering the books and what he
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considered good about the books and what
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he considered bad about the books I
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thought was interesting because so many
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reviews that you read on Amazon they
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really just they don’t come across as
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real

Pewdiepie Book Review Video that I was talking about.
🙌 BOOK REVIEW 🙌 January

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About Youtube

I have unlisted all of my videos from the mightymuddychuck channel. If you were subscribed there understand that I do appreciate it but I felt it was time to unlist the videos from youtube. I have done it before and then changed my mind but I am pretty sure I am going to stick to it this time.

They allow unlisted videos to be hosted there and I feel that is the better option for me. The analytic of the channel is such that making videos public there, the videos are more likely to attract hate than people who either understand or appreciate what I am saying.

I am 60 years of age. I am Southern. I am not consistently conservative or liberal. I don’t confine my topics to this or that. So I understand some of the real hate but of course some of it is just bots trying to lift certain channels while they push other channels like mine down.

Some people try to push through the hate with what fans they can garner as they remind themselves that “youtube is the second largest search engine” after google itself. I think that is somewhat misleading. And as youtube has brought in leftist hate groups with the keys to youtube’s own bots to damage channels it all becomes even more problematic to having videos listed on youtube.

I think some of the videos might serve a purpose here but I realize some of them do have a “cringe” factor that I can’t blame on anyone but myself. 🙂 That just is what it is.

But the bottom line is I will never be able to monetize any of the videos on youtube. To the degree users might believe the videos have some value to them, ads or book sales here might at least profit me some money.

Much thanks.
Chuck

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No Youtube Monetization – Let Freedom Ring

 

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Youtube makes changes to their ad partner program. I have sympathy for those impacted but personally it doesn’t really matter to me. Obviously.

 

The video previous to this one that I uploaded was actually a pretty good video of the snow here in Georgia and driving up our driveway which is a little less than half a mile long. But you know how many views it got? 0. I am not even putting keywords with this one. Just uploading to put on my website.

For the people watching the video here on sayata.net, I refer to my youtube channel mightymuddychuck.  Some of the videos have gotten traffic but the more recent videos, not so much.  And that is okay.  It is what it is.

Below is the video of our LOOOOOONG driveway after the Georgia Snow

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Unedited Transcript from youtube. It does have a lot of errors!!!
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Transcript
00:11
Welcome to the mightymuddychuck channel
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I’m a Chuck. I think when I say that is when I
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lose viewers nothing thank you what are
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you doing them everybody doing there cut
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that shit up
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Mildred you cut that shit I thought you
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watched you don’t you watch it you cut
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that shit off now so YouTube you know
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they were like you get 10,000 views you
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can apply you can apply to be monetized
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to have your videos monetize there’s the
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same time they’re doing this of course
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she’s listening I was a big big YouTube
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creators talking about how so many of
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their videos will not be monetized that
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YouTube would not monetize them and they
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were having various other problems and
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at the same time you know YouTube has
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young people now you get 10,000 views
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you can apply to be monetized that’s
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what they’re telling people now before I
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go further I need to make certain things
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very clear one I have I have sympathy
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for the YouTube channels that wanted to
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be monetized and now can or war monetize
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and have lost that the ability you know
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to show our ties miss on their videos
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you know I have sympathy for those
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people so misunderstand that I have
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sympathy at the same time I also want to
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make clear that I never seriously
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intended to monetize this channel I
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wanted to when I came back to this
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channel in in 2017 I kinda wanted to
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test the channel out based on the change
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that YouTube had just made on that ten
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thousand years because you know I always
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say when they did that should be a
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problem to get 10,000 views I mean I’ve
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got a bit on the other channel start
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this channel another on other channels
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other videos you know 30,000 years you
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know but mind you just doesn’t
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those videos are sexy videos and don’t
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break the rules don’t misunderstand but
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but they could not be monetized that
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would not even try to monetize them you
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know I know that going in but you know
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my point is is those videos got a good
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many views with no problem so when I
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came to this channel I just want to say
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okay how hard would it be to get 10,000
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views I didn’t think it’d be hard well
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so I operated this channel kind of like
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what I thought other people’s that was
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you know seriously in the game and
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trying to do like a talk type format
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channel you know discussing various
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issues topical issues and also I got
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through it my farm stuff because you
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know why not because I said that’s
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something that people would uh but
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that’s the kind of videos that people
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might do when they start a channel
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thinking about in the back of the head
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you know I want to monetize this that’s
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what they might think of the back of the
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head and I did you know how to so I kind
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of mixed it up a little bit I didn’t say
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just one thing but I didn’t do the sexy
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[Laughter]
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is not not mean um I’m not sexy the
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videos are not animate now so anyway I
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want so when I came back to this channel
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I just wanted to use it it’s verified
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you know that’s something that people’s
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has in their mind to monetize that’s
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something they would want done and they
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want to kind of stay close to the best
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with the weather do the videos and I try
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to do that although I have too much
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cousin in my videos I realize that now I
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just naturally do so anyway the point is
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on this channel
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it took from April to December that’s
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about the time I started the policy to
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ten thousand view policy it took from
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April to December for me to get 10,000
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views now you may look on ten list of my
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views I got some videos
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got some traffic guys so this is good
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yeah like 1 2 5 7 views I mean might as
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well say zero views when it was that low
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so anyway it took from April to December
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to get that 10,000 Busic I imagine a lot
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of people around Christmas was probably
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in that same situation they started
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about the time the new policy went into
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place and they’re just getting to the
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point where they have that 10,000 bees
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[Laughter]
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now some people might think that oh no
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nobody does as bad as you Chuck
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nobody’s I know how to monitor the
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system I know how to look at the videos
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I know I’ve looked at the lower channels
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I know how many people’s doing as bad as
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I am and there’s a lot so yeah there was
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a lot of people then most likely we took
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from about April to December to get to
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get those 10,000 bees and so once people
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started getting those 10,000 views
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YouTube started thinking okay this is we
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still got a problem here we’re going on
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we’re going to have to change the
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goalposts we’ve got to make it even more
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difficult because we’re gonna have to
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have people reviewing this we don’t want
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all these people applying for
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monetization and once more we don’t have
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to add inventory to fill all this
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monetization even if we were to want to
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accept the people we don’t have enough
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ads to run all these channels so they
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came up with what they came up with him
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saying mutants they moved the goalposts
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which made a lot of people angry as
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peopIe point out in this video I think
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basically they don’t people angry and at
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some point I think I’m one of my tweets
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in in Twitter when I was doing a project
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and I have a partner for that particular
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project and you know the kind of person
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that wants to be loved you know wants to
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be like this nothing wrong with that but
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a business non business you gotta have
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somebody that has a job description
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asshole and I’m a clearly the person
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yeah I’m more than willing to be the
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asshole there’s certain times we got
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say no there are certain jobs we gotta
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put our foot down
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so yeah I’m more than willing to be the
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asshole when an asshole is required in
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the job description so yeah so I wasn’t
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all together up you know from people
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that was involved in that particular
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product I come from a background you
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know I was never as a popular kid you
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know it I guess at there are times I
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guess it when you’re not the popular kid
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are actually use a dislike kid the
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dislike person this times it weighs on
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you be a lot of say never weighs on you
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there’s times it does it doesn’t matter
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in life at times you got to be an
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asshole and that it’s that if that means
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everybody in the world hates your guts
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but that’s what’s required to succeed
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then fine everybody in the world hate my
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guts and so I can kind of understand the
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executives at Google’s mentality and
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YouTube’s mentality is I knew there’s
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gonna I knew there’s gonna get a bunch
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of people just like you know they knew
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that at the same time they look
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realistically as I looked at what was
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happening and they had to say we got to
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change it we can’t 10,000 hours that’s
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not tough enough we got to be bigger
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assholes here so they came up well you
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gotta have a thousand subscribers and he
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feel notion you dashboard for different
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things that already had that thousand
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subscriber thing that wasn’t totally new
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either just one of the 10,000 bees
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wasn’t she wasn’t new either that was
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already in place go back to the least
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April and the 10th and the 1,000
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subscribers all different things was in
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your dashboard that was already a
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requirement but then they added the in
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the 4000 view hours and that means you
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know the number of hours that your
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collective audience views your videos on
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so many of my videos the people’s like
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they clicked on it to click off some you
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know my view hours as low as always a
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little bit
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Mildred ignore your husband cut me back
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home murdered please
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well YouTube made it even worse was a
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change they had to make even though I’ve
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you know wasn’t with new people that was
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fixing to start applying they had to
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deal with that but yeah they made yeah
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well you know if we’re gonna be an
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asshole then we need to be asked on all
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these people not me now requirement yeah
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we’re gonna be an asshole to more people
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in this decision people apply we got to
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remove people from the system we got to
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make the the rule you the rule to
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uniform they need to be uniform they
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need to be like a schoolgirl they need
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to be in a universe yeah yeah so and
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that’s not really set people off when
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there were people that have been not
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making much money you’re not talking
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much money they’re wrecking a little bit
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and and they were probably like I was
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explaining earlier at least I think of
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this kind of change the end of these
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videos so much
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so he went for loss they translate back
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what yet it I’m doing now as I point out
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earlier you know a lot of people that
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they’re not making any money that’s true
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there’s a different big creators have
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pointed that out you know you’re not
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talking about a whole lot of money but
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they were already set up they were
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already monetized hoping hoping hoping
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for that viral video hoping for that
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viral video and then a YouTube pulled
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the rug out from under him so they’re
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not going to be monetizing yeah dude I’m
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gonna hit dud I don’t hit that viral
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video then yeah people are suddenly
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gonna like me picking boogers out of my
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nose and eating them yeah and now
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[Music]
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so anyway I have sympathy for the people
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that’s been impacted to make clear I was
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in fact because I had no intention of
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monetizing through Google
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I’m hoping to make money other ways
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through traffic if I ever get traffic on
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the on the channel but you know I knew
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from the from the start that I was not
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going to be able to monetize a channel
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through YouTube although I was kind of
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playing along with that kind of in my
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experiment but now the experiment is
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over and that kind of gives me some
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freedom so I’m not gonna censor my
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causing Chuck you are censoring your
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custody
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really you were you are you were just
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you were holding those cuss words back
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honestly Chuck think about what I’m not
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gonna dumbass understand I’m not gonna
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break the rules I know what the rules
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are I’m not gonna break the rules but
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you know this you did the videos one way
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when you’re hoping to monetize and you
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think that some of these videos might be
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be by somebody’s it’s just a nitpicker
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you know a nitpicker mind you know go
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over your videos before they reject you
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I know it’s not like I said in my
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experiment I was just kind of trying to
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follow the same process it’s a somebody
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that acts for one day montage videos we
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go through but that’s gone now baby
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that’s gone and all you people that’s in
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it whether you wanted to be monetized it
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really never knows serious thought about
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being mom’s house regards just freedom
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there there’s freedom let thy freedom
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bell ring baby you ain’t gonna be
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monetized not through YouTube not
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through Google you’re not gonna be
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monetized let that freedom ring but that
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ring let that freedom bell ring get more
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creative with your videos don’t break
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the rules don’t break the rules don’t
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break the rules but without that
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monetization you got a lot more freedom
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and you’re more likely to get more
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traffic you’re more likely to get more
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traffic and you might be able to make
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money through patreon or some other
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system that you might develop or some
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other of the programs that you’re able
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to work with
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might be better for you let that freedom
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bell ring them and let that freedom bell
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ring love you if you made this point of
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video Hospice I wished I had some good
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advice to give you I can say you need to
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look at other and bigger creators of me
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are trying to tell people something you
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need to look at other ways to monetize I
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mean there have even those people just
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in the program we’re having to look for
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other ways to monetize beauty pass
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happen to look for other ways to
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monetize you look at all the big craters
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yeah they’re trying to monetize this
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because those advertisements are not
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doing it man so I don’t know what the
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future YouTube is really but while
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they’re here there let us use our
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bandwidth they host our videos you know
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and what do you love and hate Google I
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kind of love Google and hate Google I
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kind of got that duality going on I love
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Google I hate Google cuz I go way back
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I mean I go back to when the main search
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engine was goto.com Alta Vista how even
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yahoo had it going on with something at
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one point by buying up go to and Alta
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Vista things change
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you think YouTube’s hurting you they may
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be hurting themselves even more but the
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bottom line is right now they’re
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allowing us to use their bandwidth
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they’re they’re hosting our videos
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they’re letting us embed our videos on
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other web sites even even if you feel
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pissed off at Google and we all do at
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times we all feel pissed off at Google
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times you know letting us use their
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bandwidth letting letting our videos be
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hosted by them
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that’s a good thing that deserves a
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little you know left there are some
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hearts definitely deserves a little
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blow-up airway
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you know don’t always hate to asshole
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sometimes there’s a reason people are
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asshole sometimes it’s recent businesses
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have to be assholes
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love the ass love the asshole that’s
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what I was like Cherokee just been
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watching too much gay porn that’s what
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it is you’ve been watching too much I
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always feel like that breast porn really
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kind of yeah anyways much thanks for
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watching and listening